Desperate?

Cycling along the road
Walking through the crowd
I have expected this scene...
     The road fills with lovers
     The crowd full of couples

So what if I walk alone 
      So what if I weeping
           So what if I feel envy about them

I'm not desperate...
I'm ...
I'm ...
maybe you're right
I'm desperate ?!

not to that extend
there's still limit
a boundary

yes..
seeing you smile make me happy
pretending is not the way

overexposure..
that is too much

maybe you don't feel it
let the angels tell you
let the time show it

don't over-thinking
Thinking too much?
Desperate?