Last day of 2010 ~~

In less than 12 hours.. 2010 will be part of the memory..
It was another busy year >> STPM, library, school life, tuition......

Dear 2011
Are you a good year compared to 2010?
Will you make my life happier or more hectic?
What will I become at the end of 2011?
What will happen to me?
Any good news or bad news?

Indeed there are so many questions,

 but what can I do is just to have that perseverance & persistence..

For what??

 to carry on my life of course ^^

For everyone that I know, even you're just a stranger

Be strong, be bold

Work hard throughout the Year 2011,

On 31st December 2011,

The fruit that you get will be different 

Happy New Year

Happy 2011 Journey

Countdown

Coz baby u're firework !!!

Started working part time...
for 4 days only

Then go holiday^^
for 3 days only

Journey to 2011 *#*
left 2 weeks only

Things come & go (@.@)
like 1 cycle only

4,3,2,1... kaboom!!!

Adores the life

Breaks the rules

Changes the perception

Defies the torment 

Enlighten the world 

(^^)

Sorry & Thanks

(i)

SORRY

It ended up badly

the ups and downs

times in star

it's just a blast

(ii)

THANK YOU

it's a lesson

never take things for granted

love comes and goes

but life...

is about taking chances

Sorry

&

Thank you

for

~~EVERYTHING~~

" PLEASE DO MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE

AND

DO NOT EVER LOOK BACK"

The END

4 days more >>>

*16th December 2010*

everything will comes to an end....

no more hectic assembly every morning

no more "YUCKS" canteen food

no more school uniform

~~The things remain unchanged ~~

Friends

Teachers

Library

Fun

Everything ^^

all these memories

either sweet or sour (?!)

" Di sini jua memori tercipta

walau seketika terjalin kasih kita

hingga akhirnya tak mungkin terpisah

kenangan bersama takkan ku lupa "

( )  ( )

(^  .  ^) 

(*)      (*)

@-----@ 

无条件。爱你

看到   一个你   一个我   一束梦想的花朵

只拥有   你和我   一起看日落

爱上你   无条件   生活永远这样过

再吻你   我们不会寂寞

等到   海也枯   石也烂   剩下我们手牵手

一起走   到最后   不在乎什么

爱上你   无条件   是我对你的承诺

再吻你   永不后悔

没有分对错

STPM commento 1

Problem statement
01.12.2010>>
Jz finished 3 miserable exam papers = Pengajian Am 2 + Biology 2 + Chemistry 2
" What happen ??? "

Reaction 1
Pengajian Am 2 ≈ 50% predicted, still survive
Observation : ("^.^)

Reaction 2
Biology 2 ≡ half gone, half survive
Observation : no genetics question... fine, still can feel my heartbeat (>.^)

Reaction 3
Chemistry 2 = ∑ study like mad - ∆ {structure love inorganic • ∂(essay 50 %) }
Observation : maybe get at least principle (▫_▫)

Overall reaction
Now I understand why ppl said,
" STPM very tough"
" unpredictable things only happen in STPM "

Conclusion
Well, look at the brighter side~
At least I managed to answer some question (@.@)
So far so good~~~ ( almost vomit blood during exam ... hoho )

Precautionary steps
STPM must be taken if and only you consistent.
It can raise accuracy and help you score well^^
To my friends, don't give up yet!!
Still got lots to come,
Just do your best ^^
at least you worked hard
God will definitely bless you

From Dear A to Honey Z

It's just the beginning

of something great

A is still wondering

the future

of A and Z

Can A & Z be together?

That is the question

and A hope

that is also an answer

A & Z will be together

A got his own weakness

just hope Z won't mind

A will strive his best 

for them

for their future

Though they don't know each other 

yet

the thing is about to change

A is ready

Z ready or not?

A really love Z

A willing to do anything for Z

playing ...

sharing ...

listening ...

Honey Z

A love you~~

The Final Battle!!!

Look at the date, look at the time,
In about 28 hours,
STPM stomps into my life ~~

The battle will take about 1 month... ( 23/11/10 ~ 16/12/10 )
Anything can happen during this crucial period.

It is like between dead or alive,
because it'll determine my future...
Whether I can achieve my dream,
it's all depends on this period.

I put my fingers cross,
hoping the best.
Of course I'll strive my best,
And God (please) take care of the rest !!!

Shakespeare said,
" To be or not to be, that is the question."
In other words,
is "Do or Die"
"Now or Never"

With this, I wish everyone who's taking SPM/STPM,
Get your amour,
Hold your sword tight,
the door of battlefield is opening soon.....

P/S : Drow Ranger RoxXxXx

无怨无悔

无怨无悔
鸟儿现在一直飞
够了还没
不要在看到无数的    眼泪

无怨无悔
不管以后的是非
而且体会
不要在为负担添上    一个罪

无怨无悔
感情淡了的滋味
放下一切
回到最初原点的      陌生

无怨无悔
人生经验的穿越
再见谢谢
留下不完美结局    I don't care !!!

Graduation Day ~ Prelude

11/11/10 marked our graduation day (upper 6 only)
5 hours from now, we'll be going to Crystal Crown Hotel~
By now, we should have paid RM 40 ( RM35 for hi-tea, RM5 for photo)
Yesterday took almost 4 hours finish our rehearsal ><''

Graduation,

for some, it may be just a part and parcel of life,

for some, it is like one moment in time~~

for some, it is just a waste of time

XXX : Then what you feel about this graduation ?
NTW: Oh, I believe this is a moment in time, we only get this chance once in a lifetime. Take it as an outing   with friends. Anything else?
XXX: Nothing...
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Each day I live
I want to be
A day to give

The best of me
I'm only one
But not alone
My finest day
Is yet unknown

I broke my heart
Fought every gain
To taste the sweet
I face the pain
I rise and fall
Yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away
And the answers are all up to me
Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel
I will feel eternity


----- "One Moment In Time", Whitney Houston

Expectation!!!

Have you ever experienced these situations.....

"Hey, you must get an A for my paper!"

"I know you can get all As..."

"You must become a XXXXX when you grow up, OK?"

" You better watch out if you didn't achieve ..... "

Well, sometimes it's all depends on how we take these EXPECTATIONS and 

modify them into MOTIVATION

People put such a high hope on you because they know they can count on you, they trust you....

So do not ever try to mess up yourselves

nor give up because their expectations too high.

Expectation is good in a way such that it somehow pushes you to the limits,

unleashes your full potential, 

and boosts up your confidence.

So whatever it is, you are your best enemy,

you know yourself well,

and you know what you want.

When there's expectation, 

according to Le Chatelier's Principle,

the system must remove the form of stress that is exerted on it.

In other words,

just do your best and

the Big Guy above you will take care of the rest.

Believe in yourself

and lastly,

don't get so stressed up!!!

17 days to STPM

Last day of October 2010>>

Today is the last day of October 2010...
many things happened throughout the month...

1) Finished my STPM trial & got back all the papers ( CGPA = 3.17 ) --- dropped from 3.50---
2) 10-10-10 nothing much happened... ( Datuk SMS married >>> none of my business )
3) Adam Lambert & Paramore's concerts - can't go, both concerts fall on weekdays :(
4) Katy Perry's b'day on 25/10 <she roxxxxx>
5) SHE's Selina was injured badly ~ God bless her
6) Tsunami again in Indonesia ~ God bless them...
7) Bus accident AGAIN !!!!

That's what happened this month, hopefully next month will be a peaceful month
& wish everyone ( me too ) good luck for STPM .. :)

22 days to STPM

--寂寞--

永远存在的   不朽传说
现身脑海   却   忘了   没有回头

月光放肆   染黑了   噩梦
转眼   瞬间   一切   都变成了   沙漠

啊~   躺在   黑暗漩涡
才   发现   那脚步   已是
回忆   最后

泪水的压迫   不能解脱
善良的丑陋   不再闪躲
指引   未来的   巨大光明
开始   微弱

放弃了执着   不是罪过
结束了逃脱   不管左右
燃烧   寂寞
重头   生活

展开   翅膀   掠过~~

~永远落寞~

我不想    再回到那个小楼

再看看自己有多失落
不想看到    一线希望的丑陋

我不想   再继续地摸索
再听听自己有多难过
不想听到    一声巨响的落后

一层一层    一次一次地  慢慢偷偷摸摸
一点一点    一滴一滴地  眼泪悄悄滑落
你对我的爱    我觉得好难受    放手

一丝一丝    一缕一缕地  渐渐掉入漩涡
快快乐乐    哭哭啼啼地  生活再次越过
你对我的爱    永远落寞

♥爱情万岁♥

不会沉醉 爱情在空中飞
不是我不了解 而是没准备

他不会累 把伤悲 循环成泪
我不会累 因为我 燃烧伤悲

爱情原本就是那么美
不后悔 感情世界 又再次破碎
看不到后退 只闻到世界内
充满着温馨香味

闭上眼睛说爱情万岁♥♥♥
不会让他 躲在角落 流下眼泪
被一阵风吹 吹走了爱情霉
永远 爱情万岁♥♥♥

New blog, new beginning, new journey~~

Finally I've started a new blog.

Actually, this will be a platform for me to express myself. Every time I read someone's blog, it somehow inspired me to start a blog. Then, this day has come.

Well, I still not sure what should I do with this blog.
Am I going to update the blog frequently?
Am I going to delete this blog?
Hmmm.. the future is full of unknowns, but we are controlled by many constants.
Though the world is inundated with various calamities, but we won't know when and what will happen to us.
So, to all the people around me, especially my friends & family, BE A POSITIVE THINKER...
No matter what happen, there will always be tomorrow!!

Cheers~~

35 DAYS TO STPM