"You're so childish!"
"You are not matured enough."
"You don't look like the eldest child."
People misunderstand. People misjudge. People think they know it all.
In reality, it's probably a small piece of uttered word from their mouth. Then they will choose to disseminate their little piece of thoughts around, thus creating uproars among those busybodies. In the end, before you have the slight chance to clarify yourselves, you have fallen to the pit of guilt.
Just to make myself loud and clear, if you think you know me, then try to predict my next move. I can be predictable in some ways, but that's only because I fall into certain patterns that ordinary people like me would make. If the table turns, you probably do the same as well.
I know exactly what life that I'm living, and I don't really appreciate people like you to point out how I should behave at my current position. Being inconspicuous and ignorant will not bring me far in life. That's why I know what kind of hell that I've been living. Sorry that if you think the maturity level in me doesn't match your expectations, you should know how tormented and difficult it had been for over the past 2 decades.
I'll hold my tears back, use the pride in my heart, face the next phase of my life everyday. I may not been as successful as you want, but at least I am happy with it. And I do live my life very well.
Thanks for your concern for peeking through my insignificant life. Hopefully it did spiced up your life somehow. And deepest gratitude for investing energy to tell me about my maturity and hopelessness.
