Silently

There's no reason

why triggers such an uproar

just hold it back

and together with a sincere open heart

people could just take it

silence 

could be a dangerous weapon

no one knows how to handle it

except breaking the silence

using the sharpest edge of the words

and cut through it

on the other hand

silence could be the best remedy

sometimes the words do not provide a good comfort

thus

silence could be the cure

it's a resonance moment

in a harmonic way

walking away silently

from this misfit chemistry between us

it's unfair

but choosing to be silent 

slowly spacing out from your fantasy

it could be the best way in the list

maybe I could be heard no more

but the flashbacks that we had

could be your saviors 

your remedies for sadness

so for the time being

letting go could be the best getaway 

before the world collapse

before the time elapse

and before the sorrow becomes your maze

and you could be trapped forever

Reflection

It is utterly horrifying

knowing the unknowns

which exist way ahead of the time

you will wonder

whether the path that you have chosen

will leads you to a big great paradise

or

the highway to living hell

when the semester ended

it signifies the end of slacking nature

it comes to a complete realization that

this is it

it's coming

like a tsunami

it does hit the entire part of you

people do not realize it unless it hits and runs

no one should ever judge you from your past 

or even your present

and it doesn't herald the future that you will get 

but here's a thing

no matter what happens

you just can't deny that the time flies

now look at the time

we are always taking things for granted

and always doing that

even we realize it everyday

it becomes routine 

and slowly 

it turns into procrastination when you regret about it

sometimes

walking on the street 

you never know what to expect

and you will see people who walk pass by you

you might wonder 

how's their life

what will their future hold

what is their past

what are them thinking about

their dream perhaps?

and then a giant mirror appear within your mind

trying to reflect upon yourself

sometimes the thought just fade off quickly

sometimes it is like tidal waves, come and go

sometimes it might bother you for a moment

whatever that I'm doing now

whatever that I'm going through

is always my own responsibility

I never expect someone to fix me

cause it's your destiny 

that you are destined to meet

and your actions that cause it

so it's going to end in less than a year and a half

what are we suppose to do

sit down and cry?

or we could just stand up

brace ourselves

try to enrich every single day

and live like we're dying

The Vogue

Living in a vogue world

everything exists in a bacterial form

it can go viral

spreading 

and mark its territory 

until another trend erupts

then it vanishes 

or buried deep 

there exist a factory

that produces

clusters of puppets

and sometimes utilize the star powers 

from foreign kingdom

that shriek or sway on the stage

and 

created almost meaningless records

yet it goes viral

or vogue in a way

a streak of  good charm

that blesses the kingdom

sometimes

it just went to the other sides of goods

it goes wrong

no one should ever define whether it is a junk food 

or otherwise

yet the virus infection

is too contagious

at some point

it irritates

the non-victims

and it could leads to frustration

or even worse

don't care it is an alien or a vampire sensation

it just for entertainment purpose

or a relaxing purpose

you can be as annoying as that

but please

spare me an empty space

cause I need to trigger my own uproars

some time for me, myself and I

you can spend hours on witty teacher that is non-human 

who fasten your heartbeats

or maybe man that prefer running than walking

or maybe melodies that spin your head around with unknown symbols

or others

the sensation is still a sensation

it is just a vogue

it will not last long

energy should be drained to nurture

to sustain future growth

you want to talk about it

it's fine

but not in front of me

I'm not tolerating about this matter