Back to KLANG

The hardest thing to say is "GOODBYE"

you holding the tears

you can't show them you're vulnerable

but you are

along the journey

you passed through the sweet memories

and bitter falls

you reminisced about the life in UTAR

you know it's a choice to made

"Do I have a choice?"

or

"Am I making a correct choice?"

and you said...

"You have no choice"

you left your beloved

your pals

your memories

your goods 

your bads

 here

in UTAR

you reminisced it along the journey

with the hold-back tears

and sorrow deep down inside your heart

you just can't let them go

isn't it?

Back to KLANG

7pm...

1st thing 1st

Unload the luggage

clean up the room

throw all the clothes into washing machine

eat dinner... (ta pao outside food)

get a call from KW

"Hey, u back to KLANG jo?"

"Ya.. a few minutes ago."

.......

"Want hang out?"

"On!!!"

Then we watched CAPTAIN AMERICA with FM

It's a show about making sacrifice

for the things you loved

you won't back out

fight

till the enemies sick of hitting you

Back to KLANG

it's weird

got some kind of "culture shock"

maybe too long didn't go home

haha

then start busy again

Sunday morning attend Seminar

need time to apply PTPTN (again??!)

go school certify stuffs (again??!)

guess I never had a day without overload work...

it's a routine

you enjoy the routine

it's an illness

incurable illness

you move on

so do others

It's time to say goodbye to turning table---- Adele

Story #1

It's just a story, don't take it personally...

Mom: I spent so much for you to study, what kind of result you get? Some more I got feedback from your
          Ms Lee said that you never do her work. You better have a good explanation for these !!!

Lily: It's not fault. I couldn't understand what she taught. That's why I don't do her work. I don't know how
        to answer those questions from text book.

Mom: Then why don't you ask your friends? Everyday only FB, FB and FB. Did you ask your friends
          when you online?

Lily: I only ask about what they do, have they eat and so on. Where got time to ask textbook questions?

Mom: Then why don't you approach Ms Lee to ask questions. You can choose to stay back after school
          and ask her. Instead you go out 'yamcha' with friends. Haizz...

Lily: I need to catch up with school bus...

Mom: I don't want to listen anymore. You've just disappointed me. Do you know how hard to earn a dollar
          nowadays? Do you know that i always dream and pray for you so that you can make me proud.
          Now, thanks to you, you just ruined everything. The best part, why don't you take action when
          you got your trial result? Only know FB and 'yamcha'. Maybe I should not ask you go study.
          What you do is only wasting every drop of sweats and blood I sacrificed for you. Get out from
          my sight, NOW!!!

Lily: ... (with tears rolled in her eyes)

The Last Chapter in UTAR

Looking at this ID

the ID that I wore for 1 month ++

It's time to say goodbye

to it... 

I haven't give a name to it yet ....

sad-nya~~

I'm leaving UTAR soon

in a week time

It's hard to say goodbye

To people who I love and I admire

To people who I salute and I respect

To people whom I grateful with

2 months in UTAR

it's been a great journey

It's a lifetime experience

It's exciting

It's fun

Here I met some incredible people

different and weird people

It's definitely a sweet dream for me

a great memory

to bring along with my life

I'm destined to do that

Having a moment of truth

On The Edge of Glory

here 

in UTAR

thanks for support

it's part and parcel of life

life goes on

we move on too

Leaving UTAR

is it the end?
or

it's just the beginning ??

God knows ~~~

Dilemma

accepting UPM...

the process ain't easy.

Some people love it

> less one problematic person

> no more tall people in the class

> less a weirdo in the class

> you better leave faster, I don't want to see you anymore

>I'm back, Klang

It's all about letting it go

If you are able to hold it high

You should be able to let it go

Maybe it's destiny

Maybe it's god will

Maybe it's my fate

> Teck Wee, it's golden opportunity !!!

> Hey, it's your dream came true...

> Congrats for getting what you want !

> same u leh~

feel happy and sad ... 

but I won't give up my dream

just to cater a thing I never wanted to do

It's hard

Doing things which you never wanted to do

But I have no choice ~~

I'm done that just for some of them

The expectations is high

especially from my grandpa

"Don't become lecturer, the paid is low."

"Math = no future "

" Don't regret"

Well, I'm going to end this mess

this chaos

this crap

go UPM

forget about UTAR

take their supports

push my limits

to reach my dream

 

I think I'd better leave right now

Before I fall any deeper

I think I'd better leave right now

Feeling weaker and weaker

Somebody better show me how

Before I fall any deeper

I think I'd better leave right now

----Leave Right Now, Will Young----

Guilty

Feel guilty for something...

It's hurt... when you break your promise...
It's sad.... when you disappoint your friends...

Feel guilty for something....

UPU offer : Maths in UNIVERSITI PUTRA MALAYSIA...
never thought I got this course..
love the maths so much...

THE BEST PART>>>
they offer me a scholarship...
Biasiswa Khas Tenaga Akademik

Oh.. I can't believe is happening to me,

Some people wait a lifetime

For a moment like this...

feel guilty when saw all this attraction.. haha

need advice so much on this..

whether should accept or not...

It's my dream to be a lecturer somewhere and someday..

the scholarship just provide a chance for me... ><"

still considering...

feel guilty cause I'm now in UTAR..

studying half way...

though still doubt about myself

I'll try to make it through..

pening pening.... @.@

The 7th Week in UTAR...

11 July 2011 marked the 7th week of degree programme here...

On 11 July
It's our group Financial Accounting Framework (FAF) presentation...
It took almost 40 mins to set up the projector stuff...
in the end
the problem is~
cable connected upside down ><".. lol

Here are some of the pics taken...

Group member.. Great job guys ^^

The Egyptian Queen & 2 Guardians

Me ... got model potential right??... haha

On 12th July
we got back our 1st ECO mid-term test..
I got 51 out of 50.. ^^
extra 1 mark to be carried forward for next test ...

still settling the PTPTN stuff....
lots of things to do...
lots of rules to abide... @.@

It's not about what you get in the end

It's about what you gain in the process

Desperate?

Cycling along the road
Walking through the crowd
I have expected this scene...
     The road fills with lovers
     The crowd full of couples

So what if I walk alone 
      So what if I weeping
           So what if I feel envy about them

I'm not desperate...
I'm ...
I'm ...
maybe you're right
I'm desperate ?!

not to that extend
there's still limit
a boundary

yes..
seeing you smile make me happy
pretending is not the way

overexposure..
that is too much

maybe you don't feel it
let the angels tell you
let the time show it

don't over-thinking
Thinking too much?
Desperate?

UTAR Life - Week 5-6

These 2 weeks can be the pre-crucial week...

><"

Well,

from week 5 onward, 

presentation

assignment deadlines

mid-term test

All comes in a row..

luckily Friday no class

got extra one day rest ^^

Monday to Thursday time so packed>>

sometimes need to rush from this block to that block

sometimes fill up the library to do tutorial

now need to keep up the previous lectures

mid-term = half syllabus

some subject still blur blur 

(especially LAW)

got other problems also....

Where to eat?

What to eat?

When to discuss assignments?

When to pass up?

How to do this? 

etc........

hope to score in mid-term..

excel in assignments,

then the final ( 10 weeks from now) got less to study 

@.@

Bo-Song

I'm "bo-song" !!!

feel unhappy..

want to unleash the dissatisfaction here..

I've made my promise,

I've done my promise,

so what's wrong with me now??

I've done this for you

What you gave is the "I don't care" look...

So what??

I know I got so many things to do

You should understand that too

It's not what I want to have all this things

Is just that I prefer do things rather than do nothings...

If I don't care then why I feel so worry for you

If I don't care then why I so rush just for you

I got plenty things to do,

even there is nothing, I'll still find things to do

fill my time with things to do..

haha

so emo hor??

you know why...

Coz I really damn BO-SONG