Challenge accepted!!!

1st and foremost..

congrats to SOPHIE to walk away with the title of

feel so excited for her *.*

told you she'll win this cycle

below are some of the photos..

Sophie's COVERGIRL ads

the runner-up, Laura

Azmarie~~

Sophie with the star, Estelle

Alisha, the brit who quitted the show

the final moment....

Well, well, well

it's not the main point I wrote this post

neither to celebrate the last day of  May

It's all about expressing a deep down emotion stuff

it's not LOVE !!!

just to voice out what my heart wanted to say this far

(LOL)

I'm glad that some people saw me being a hardworking person

not craving for fame or love

just a enthusiastic person

It's imperative to look something at a different angle

I mean seriously

sometimes you just have to hang lose

or shake it out

cause

everything seems to make sense when you are cooling down

when I received a letter stating that I'm elected as MTM

1st thing flashed in my mind is

It's the moment that I never wished had arrived

but it did

I try and try and try

to reject it

all works failed

it's sucks to fail like this

regardless all the hard things I do

or all the prayers I do

in the end

that nightmare had just turned reality

HELP~~~~

and then my friend told me this

he told me to look at it at a different angle

I mean

all this while I've been trying to be optimistic

but when comes to this incident

I feel like OWNED~~

Gosh~~

Well, well, well

I guess this is the bad things that could ever happen to me..

just let it be~~~

I'm not going to spend my heart and soul in this crap 

the crap that I've been avoiding all this while

I won't commit 100%

just will juggle my time with other things

likewise

it's a way to explore

and added value in my CV

I don't care

What am I doing?

It's pretty predictable

when some people asked me 

"Why do you join so many activities?"

so frequently

that I am so sick to explain it

Thanks to Glee 

( GLEE 4EVA~~~)

Why is that so???

There was a part in the show

where a question raised

What would you remember about your school life in 10 years time?

What I can imagine is a life with books

where I'm going to end up becoming a bookworm

I just don't want this thing to happen

I want my university life to be fun

a great memory

something that I am so proud of

thus

I would join university activities which I am capable of

which I think could bring benefits

( ABSOLUTELY NOT NONSENSE COLLEGE ACTIVITIES )

Even though among our university friends will meet up someday

but it will be during a special occasion

where you may have forgotten my last name

or the results or CGPA that I got

but you may remember the moments we shared

the days where we are stuck in the boring lecture classes

even we've forgotten the lecturer's name

 the mega projects that we have done together

the sleepless nights that we spend 

 the tears and the joys that have been captured in the pictures

the rumors that we have spreading around the campus

the fake couples that are trying to deny the rumors

so how would you gain these moments

if you always keep yourselves in the room

so I choose to step out of the room

explore the world outside

expanding my social life

gain a totally brand new experience

maybe it would be a road less taken

but what would I gain at the end of this 4 years life

nothing but a rewarding and fruitful 

valuable university life ~~~

and I'm telling you I'm not regret for choosing it

Change (PART II)

There comes a time

when you will suddenly realise

everything has changed

for some

it may be a part of growing up

a mandatory process

without a change

it's incomplete

just like a caterpillar

without metamorphosis

it can't transform into a butterfly

that it can't fly high in its life

for some

it may be a heart-pain reality

 changes involve letting go

we can't just live in the past forever

but we can let go the past

and start with a new future

why?

cause we need that change to change us

for some

it is a strange mixture of feeling

we need to realise some facts

university life is like living in heaven

cause we can get what we want

like friendship

are we treasuring them?

cherishing them?

appreciating them?

once we step outside to the real world

everything becomes narrower

like the circle of life

everything about the society

it is made up of darkness

and little glimpse of light

so are we able to see the light

and not fully covered by the darkness

it's a challenge 

so

are we ready for changes??