Raining~~

It has been raining 

for a few days

kinda good thing

as it is the perfect weather to get some beauty sleep

but it doesn't happen to us

(probably me)

cause I'm indulging myself in the insane busyness

you'll probably see this over and over again in my blog

but the truth is

I'm always busy

even I'm in the exam season

or even in a relationship

or even I'm sick

or maybe stuck in the traffic jam

Hey, do I need to take a break?

Yes, I do

but looking back on the route that I've taken

it's never a relax or free moment 

that lasted a month

Sometimes I do questioning myself 

"Am I born to work like cow??"

Likewise I always envy people who are carefree

maybe they are busy with personal life

or perhaps more exam-oriented

but when I imagine myself in their shoes

I'm scared and worried

cause it doesn't seems to fit me

I guess I need to build up myself through this hardship

unstoppable hardship

I'm writing this

while looking at the rain pour

it reminded me some of the songs like

Singing in the Rain 

mashing up with

 Umbrella

It's a joyful song with nice melody

imagine dancing with the people you really love

with those sacred promises

and the sweet chat 

and the bubbles of happiness floating in the air

and suddenly

 Let It Rain

what a heartbreak song

it started spinning in my head

but got over kinda quick

cause it's not in my current feelings' playlist

but is a great song though

and here comes the song

Unwritten

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

a song that embraces freedom

just me, myself and I

great song that relaxes myself

of course there are more songs that are keep playing in my head

and I keep hitting repe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat~~