Think to much~~

Sometimes

I find myself really think too much

a lot

not really sure what am I thinking

or just because I'm worrying too much

or maybe I feel insecure

or maybe I like to imagine and fantasize

really no idea about it

Lately

I've made some bold moves

I guess these moves may create uproars

or perhaps controversies

I'm kinda worry of 

becoming the topic of people's conversation

although I do enjoy the spotlight

but sometimes enough is enough

you can't really ask for more 

(even Pepsi is not my favorite drink)

so random~~

anyway

people always said you have to walk the talk

and not just do all the talking

cause everyone are able to do the same

the only difference is 

the courage to make the first step

I guess being emotional occasionally is a good thing

in fact, it's a great idea

cause you get to lock yourself from the world

no contact

just you and the space given

it will be ample for you to think about

reflect upon

and decide your next moves

eventually

I will choose the happy way

which I think always the best option that I ever have

is great that sometimes there is someone to share everything

including your burden, laughter and sorrow

but sometimes

getting so emotional sometimes 

may spice up a little bit

just not overdoing it

and it will let you to see the world

 in a very unique point of view

and that's why

I think a lot

cause you can predict whatsoever 

although things don't go according to your view

but at least you've imagined it

and you can feel it 

so close, yet so far

and it's not deja vu

it is just thinking a lot

not nonsense 

but curiosity plus a little bit of creativity

and some critical thinking

that's what paint a good imagination