Devastated

Devastated

simply saying this word

could be the only one word

to describe what I've been

After the downs and blues from previous test

I thought it will be another good turning point

to keep on chasing pavements

but with all the unexpected things coming in

adding insults to injuries

the things get more complicated

and guess what

the best part is

I don't even realized it

until when I started reviewing back the whole plot

Oh God

What have I done?

I just started realize that

life really has one initial point

and the things go on with the choices we made

including those bad paths we've taken

it kinda building myself  up

I always say to myself that

I'm the one and only

I am who I am

no one can bring me down

or try to change me

and it should be the way of life

you don't go around and say I'm out of my mind

just because I don't go according to you

This is myself

This is me

don't ever try to take it away from me

if that makes me a bitchy person

(Well, who cares?)

cause this is my life

this is my choice

I guess haters going to hate me

and I don't live under you

so why do I care so much

maybe the compassion towards you

please don't waste your precious time

cause you know

you're not worth it to me

and to the people who I still love and care about

don't worry

I'm still me

just the alter ego of me

still controlling me

trying to CATCH MY BREATH

anyway

I'm funked to the deepest hole again

and devastated

and no worry

it just temporary

as usual

just the alter ego of me

 Cheers anyway ^^