Confession of A Worker...

To the merciless CEO...

I know that I am a worker of yours

and technically

you are my boss

cause you are a control freak

I mean you control me (who is a freak)

and bossy

I mean you are a bosssssss

Have you notice me lately?

how depressed I am

I guess you aren't

cause you just don't care

even the policy states that WE CARE ABOUT YOU

that's just a total crap

and 

perhaps a crap that non-recyclable

worthless 

Anyway

I'm just saying that although you are my boss

but it doesn't mean you can take everything from me

I was chosen by you to be a leader as well..

then what's the point you

interfere every single actions that I've taken

criticize every single words that I've uttered

If you chose me just to listen to your command

then what's the point having me at the top at the very first place

At this point

I should be the one who voices out my followers' thoughts

but you see

there's way too much of restrictions and obligations

so what do I stand for?

I'm writing this not to fight for anyone but me,

the truth and the justice

cause I don't want to be your marionette

sometimes you'll ask me to do something way beyond impossible

no one could ever juggle that with other things

I can't just devote my life for you

I have my own private life as well

Well, sometimes you'll ask me to organize or to join something

that are signifying nothing at all

no one ever benefits from these events

After weeks or months of planning and midnight oil

what we get eventually 

is near to zero

by the end of my service

I don't want to regret for whatever I've done

and whatever I haven't done

which I'm not bracing myself to do that

since no one would ever support or backup me

I guess I would be a lone ranger 

Sincerely,

YOUR HEAD of XXX Department