My Past

I admit that my past wasn't all that glorious or grand

(including my not-so-grand love stories)

not with the giant spotlight 

or camera flash

but the past has become my motivation

my strong will

to shield myself 

from the world's darkest part

even they try to corrode me 

with the outrageous bad elements

I said "oh gosh!!!"

(with diva finger)

What I did was standing tall

(at least to others)

and bulk up 

(and pose)

thx Brittany from ANTM Cycle 13

I appeared as confident

sometimes I feel that my dark side is far more intimidating

so please ~

(with diva finger pointing at you while staring at you)

don't try to put your dirty hand on me

it's not really worth me

Trust me!!!

you're not gonna love it