TBA State

I told someone before

not to give up his life easily

and never take the wrong path

cause you are not hurting yourself

but others

those who care and love you

so you need to brace yourself

cause one door shut 

doesn't mean same goes to other doors

there are many doors out there

you can just walk through to any doors

and above all

follow your heart

and now turning tables

he gave me the same advice

just a different situation

maybe of my path chosen

 the choice i made might cause devastating disappointments

among my loved ones

I'm aghast

cause I didn't know how to carry on the conversation

and I just took a moment to reminisce and review 

"Am I doing the wrong choices?"

Before he said these

my world was colorful 

and suddenly all the colors had been sucked into the merciless black-hole

and my world was in the state of TBA

it's crucial

how can someone just rang my alarm so soundly

that I need to take time to realize

and digest his words

yet in the end

I still believe in myself

maybe he's right

or maybe I can prove him wrong

Freedom is the right to live as we wish

It's your unlimited power to care and to love

that can make the biggest difference

in the quality of your life

I am responsible.

Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening,

I am responsible for my attitude

towards the inevitable misfortunes that darkens life.

Bad things do happen;

how I respond to them defines my character 

and the quality of my life.

I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness,

immobilized by the gravity of my loss,

or I can choose to rise from the pain

and treasure the most precious gift I have

- life itself.