Dream On

You know it's kinda hard to write a blog post

especially when there are nothing much happened

well in my case

this is the fact

sometimes I just run out of ideas

or perhaps nothing much to express

How about reviewing our new year resolutions?

That's way to lame cause it's February now~

How about planing what to do during the next sem break?

That's way to long to plan about~

See..

That's my point!!!

You just don't know what will happen

so you can't really expect everything goes according to your plan

and thanks to current uni lifestyle

my vocabulary is "shrinking" in a way

that sometimes I felt that English is lacking the requisite words

to express my thoughts, hatreds, joys and etc..

looking at the date 

I'm just 15 days away to end my holiday

and start to worry about the events and academic

yet

I just can't get enough 

I was planning to play and enjoy to the max for this brief holidays

but most of the time

I was spending right in front of the TV, or laptop

or becoming a driver

or cleaning the house (to make it cleaner @.@)

anyway

I understand everybody is busy with their own things

of course I have something to do as well

I heard lots of people commented about their future this few days

perhaps the competitive environment itself makes people wonder

and become paranoid about their directions

 and as for me

I'm worry

in fact I'm scared as hell

cause what if your dream turned into nothing

or something just happened suddenly

and sparing you from pursuing your ambition

it's kinda unpredictable

yet it is something worth to venture about

most of the holidays I spent on reviewing my dreams and goals 

and most of the time 

I'm depressed and worried

and just because everyone heading to different paths

that makes everything worse

cause in the end 

you have to venture alone

you may make a new bunch of friends

and meeting your significant one

still you need to walk alone

so most of the time

I just smile away

and just hang on

even the lights seems weaker

so dream on ~~