MYOB

This is what happened

(as usual)

when a bunch of people gathered....

gambling

of course conflicts always happened

main reason : - miscommunication

maybe it's not true

but I believe this is the main factor

so far

I've been involved in the activities

either as an organizer team

or an eager audience

most of the time

whenever a problem occurred

people will blame others

reason : miscommunincation

but sometimes

there are things that are not really significant

thus we've made our own choice

without informing the related person

that's the attitude

MYOB

some may say this MYOB thingy is selfish

but sometimes this is the right attitude we really need

because it's a part of ignorance

and ignorance is bliss

if you keep crossing over people's route

you may find yourself into deep deep trouble

and I knew you were trouble as well

so

just try to MYOB

u may see a better view of the world ~~

Te amo~~ @.@

Stay~

It's been a while 

since I heard the song

Stay~

by Rihanna

ft Mikky Ekko

the song is set on a kinda melancholy scene

and the message is crystal clear

when two person are in a relationship

regardless of any labels

the chemistry and the trust must co-exist

both parties really need to "invest"

their time, money, and undivided attention

towards each other

Not really sure how to feel about it.

Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you.
it takes me all the way.
I want you to stay

I guess that no matter how tough or how ego a person is

when it comes to love

he/she will somehow act differently

cause this is about soul mate

according to a legend

they said that God have split the souls into half

and left scattered on the Earth

thus to reunite the soul

every single "half-soul" need to find their own complement

that's why everyone is busy looking for their partner

to reunite as soul mate

and personally

I always believe the legend

maybe it sounded ridiculous 

but the message and significance

 are the imperative part

Oh the reason I hold on
Oh cause I need this hole gone
Funny you're the broken one 

but I'm the only one who needed saving
Cause when you never see the light 

it's hard to know which one of us is caving

as the heart wants what a heart wants

everything matters

and with the right amount of freedom granted

love will definitely blossom

and this will lead until the end of the milestones

TBA State

I told someone before

not to give up his life easily

and never take the wrong path

cause you are not hurting yourself

but others

those who care and love you

so you need to brace yourself

cause one door shut 

doesn't mean same goes to other doors

there are many doors out there

you can just walk through to any doors

and above all

follow your heart

and now turning tables

he gave me the same advice

just a different situation

maybe of my path chosen

 the choice i made might cause devastating disappointments

among my loved ones

I'm aghast

cause I didn't know how to carry on the conversation

and I just took a moment to reminisce and review 

"Am I doing the wrong choices?"

Before he said these

my world was colorful 

and suddenly all the colors had been sucked into the merciless black-hole

and my world was in the state of TBA

it's crucial

how can someone just rang my alarm so soundly

that I need to take time to realize

and digest his words

yet in the end

I still believe in myself

maybe he's right

or maybe I can prove him wrong

Freedom is the right to live as we wish

It's your unlimited power to care and to love

that can make the biggest difference

in the quality of your life

I am responsible.

Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening,

I am responsible for my attitude

towards the inevitable misfortunes that darkens life.

Bad things do happen;

how I respond to them defines my character 

and the quality of my life.

I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness,

immobilized by the gravity of my loss,

or I can choose to rise from the pain

and treasure the most precious gift I have

- life itself.

Dream On

You know it's kinda hard to write a blog post

especially when there are nothing much happened

well in my case

this is the fact

sometimes I just run out of ideas

or perhaps nothing much to express

How about reviewing our new year resolutions?

That's way to lame cause it's February now~

How about planing what to do during the next sem break?

That's way to long to plan about~

See..

That's my point!!!

You just don't know what will happen

so you can't really expect everything goes according to your plan

and thanks to current uni lifestyle

my vocabulary is "shrinking" in a way

that sometimes I felt that English is lacking the requisite words

to express my thoughts, hatreds, joys and etc..

looking at the date 

I'm just 15 days away to end my holiday

and start to worry about the events and academic

yet

I just can't get enough 

I was planning to play and enjoy to the max for this brief holidays

but most of the time

I was spending right in front of the TV, or laptop

or becoming a driver

or cleaning the house (to make it cleaner @.@)

anyway

I understand everybody is busy with their own things

of course I have something to do as well

I heard lots of people commented about their future this few days

perhaps the competitive environment itself makes people wonder

and become paranoid about their directions

 and as for me

I'm worry

in fact I'm scared as hell

cause what if your dream turned into nothing

or something just happened suddenly

and sparing you from pursuing your ambition

it's kinda unpredictable

yet it is something worth to venture about

most of the holidays I spent on reviewing my dreams and goals 

and most of the time 

I'm depressed and worried

and just because everyone heading to different paths

that makes everything worse

cause in the end 

you have to venture alone

you may make a new bunch of friends

and meeting your significant one

still you need to walk alone

so most of the time

I just smile away

and just hang on

even the lights seems weaker

so dream on ~~