With the curtains of the year 2012 draw closer
many things seems remained undone
perhaps the exam blues still haven't disappeared
or maybe too much pressure
knowing that part of your future have been written
so it's up to you how do you implement the talk
I do admit that the Diva-D (alter ego in me)
have taken control of me several times
and when I reflect upon my 2012
I think some of the things I've been messed up
and not sure what the future holds for me
I was born this way
not to please everyone in this world
like a Diva
some may love you
some just hate you
so who cares right
it's not personal
2012 is another roller coaster ride for me
cause with all the happy and unhappy things revolved around me
and it just keep on spinning
until it is heard no more
yet the resolutions I made during the first minute of 2012
may be turned into nothing at the end of it
maybe it's time to change my resolution
into a more practical way
I always believe in this quotes
"You choose how you show up in this life.
You choose how you express yourself and who you will become"
so
the Diva-D in me always speaks louder
that's the way I can protect myself
from this wicked and corrupted reality
how about review some of the moments in 2012
well... let the picture do all the talks~~
and overall
I think I've developed some great model skills (ahem~~)
I mean developed another new level of confident
the courage to take chances
and the skills to survive in this mean world
and not forgetting
my 2012 top 10 hits
(including those infamous songs =P)
10. Call Me Maybe - Carly Ray Jepsen
everyone is singing this 26-year-old's song
Quizas me llames
the spanish version
damn catchy
it took a while to forget this summer hits
9. Starships - Nicki Minaj
Here comes my best female rapper in the world
with her news of threatening Mariah Carey
but she just keep coming
she's one of the most collaborated singer
and like starships
she is meant to fly
8. When I was Your Man - Bruno Mars
new song that accompany me toward the end of 2012
yet I find the lyrics kinda melancholy
as I said
it reflects my past
7. Marry The Night - Lady Gaga
I still remember singing this song in UTAR
that was like almost a year ago
the climax that she she made
and the broken down part at the end of the song
that's phenomenal
6. It's Time - Imagine Dragon
OK, congratulations to Glee Cast
especially Blaine
introducing this song into my world
and with the weird Red Solo Cup Dance
in front of the students and Kurt
that's made a memorable moments
5. Here's To Us - Halestorm
This is one of the infamous song here in Malaysia
I bet no one have heard this song
unless you are an avid fan of Glee
the song has some vulgar contents
which is not really family friendly
but it sings about us
who have come so far
yet knowing long journey to carry on
the perseverance in the heart
is the key to move on
4. 50 Ways to Say Goodbye - Train
It's a great song
I know saying goodbye is hard
but this song make it hilarious to say goodbye
especially the significant one
saying goodbye is like tearing heart apart
yet it's a part of our life
need to shake them off
3. Let's Have A Kiki - Scissors Sister
so what kind of song is this
in my top 10 list of 2012
it's a great song
like Good Time
but it's a party song
it should be celebrated in this manner
dance and laugh and sing
part of my plan for New Year Party ^^
2. Aiming For You - Sophie Sumner
this is Sophie
who won America's Next Top Model Cycle 18
she's demure, sweet and pink
she is a super duper top model
one of the most deserved to walk away the title
and the song has some Tyra-ish vocabs
so make sure you know tune in ANTM
so you know what's the song about
1. Blow Me (One Last Kiss) - P!nk
who has the rocker attitude
yet always sings about self embrace
and inspire others
yup!! It's P!nk
her incredible vocal
and always be my top list whenever I open my playlist
Throughout this year
I became more self-aware
yes I admit became a little more self-centered
but the truth is
I know what to do
I want the world changed according to me
not the other around
so hopefully 2013 brings more surprise to me
and my fabulous alter ego as well ^^
~happy new year ~
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