Think to much~~

Sometimes

I find myself really think too much

a lot

not really sure what am I thinking

or just because I'm worrying too much

or maybe I feel insecure

or maybe I like to imagine and fantasize

really no idea about it

Lately

I've made some bold moves

I guess these moves may create uproars

or perhaps controversies

I'm kinda worry of 

becoming the topic of people's conversation

although I do enjoy the spotlight

but sometimes enough is enough

you can't really ask for more 

(even Pepsi is not my favorite drink)

so random~~

anyway

people always said you have to walk the talk

and not just do all the talking

cause everyone are able to do the same

the only difference is 

the courage to make the first step

I guess being emotional occasionally is a good thing

in fact, it's a great idea

cause you get to lock yourself from the world

no contact

just you and the space given

it will be ample for you to think about

reflect upon

and decide your next moves

eventually

I will choose the happy way

which I think always the best option that I ever have

is great that sometimes there is someone to share everything

including your burden, laughter and sorrow

but sometimes

getting so emotional sometimes 

may spice up a little bit

just not overdoing it

and it will let you to see the world

 in a very unique point of view

and that's why

I think a lot

cause you can predict whatsoever 

although things don't go according to your view

but at least you've imagined it

and you can feel it 

so close, yet so far

and it's not deja vu

it is just thinking a lot

not nonsense 

but curiosity plus a little bit of creativity

and some critical thinking

that's what paint a good imagination 

Try~

Guess this is it!!!

the second official single

from P!nk

Try 

there are so many great songs in her latest album

THE TRUTH ABOUT LOVE 

though P!nk  has been around in the music industry for ages

yet she is still producing great music

and her unique, rocker's voice

is what I really love about her

this also kinda reflects our life

when we wanna do something

we need to flaunt it

make it great

as we know sometimes it's not about doing our best level

is about doing better

at the mean time

we need to have an element called 

perseverance

and 

tenacity  

to keep on holding on to our believes

our primary goals

of course we will face some changes

perhaps a drastic one

but a thing that is kept constant

is our passion and our heart

we just don't give a damn

no matter how hard it is

we need to carry on

so before we initiates any new moves

we need to think

foresee the future

picture the possibilities

we can't always be imagining a step at a time

taking one step at a time is true

but we just need to see more than the next step

Where there is desire

There is gonna be a flame

Where there is a flame

Someone's bound to get burned

But just because it burns

Doesn't mean you're gonna die

You've gotta get up and try try try 

talking about the music video

it is such a passion dance 

and violence as well (XD)

you will go "WTF?!!!"

and with the tossing around P!nk to the ground

or against the wall

it's a disaster and painful to watch

yet this song is kinda meaningful

not just apply in love and relationship

also it kinda inspire lives

You've gotta get up and try try try

don't ever give up

not just me 

but people around me

sometimes you'll hate what have you done if you look back

and you'll start regret and never move on

Confession of A Worker...

To the merciless CEO...

I know that I am a worker of yours

and technically

you are my boss

cause you are a control freak

I mean you control me (who is a freak)

and bossy

I mean you are a bosssssss

Have you notice me lately?

how depressed I am

I guess you aren't

cause you just don't care

even the policy states that WE CARE ABOUT YOU

that's just a total crap

and 

perhaps a crap that non-recyclable

worthless 

Anyway

I'm just saying that although you are my boss

but it doesn't mean you can take everything from me

I was chosen by you to be a leader as well..

then what's the point you

interfere every single actions that I've taken

criticize every single words that I've uttered

If you chose me just to listen to your command

then what's the point having me at the top at the very first place

At this point

I should be the one who voices out my followers' thoughts

but you see

there's way too much of restrictions and obligations

so what do I stand for?

I'm writing this not to fight for anyone but me,

the truth and the justice

cause I don't want to be your marionette

sometimes you'll ask me to do something way beyond impossible

no one could ever juggle that with other things

I can't just devote my life for you

I have my own private life as well

Well, sometimes you'll ask me to organize or to join something

that are signifying nothing at all

no one ever benefits from these events

After weeks or months of planning and midnight oil

what we get eventually 

is near to zero

by the end of my service

I don't want to regret for whatever I've done

and whatever I haven't done

which I'm not bracing myself to do that

since no one would ever support or backup me

I guess I would be a lone ranger 

Sincerely,

YOUR HEAD of XXX Department

Primadonna Girl On Fire~

Entering the month of October

can be something remarkable

the reason is 

we're going to end the year 2012 in 3 months time

which means 

we need to start reviewing back on

our new year resolution

maybe it's weird to say this soon

but somehow it just struck me

cause I don't want the wish to go on and on and on

for the years to come

and eventually

we are wasting our wish list 

for something that out of our reach

anyway

the month of October also marked 

the initiation of unlimited busyness 

overloading assignments 

as well as heart-stopper tests and quizzes

they keep coming

we keep charging forward

at the end

we are uncertain about our existing situation 

and the undetermined future 

Anyway 

I would like to promote some of the songs

it could be in the billboard long time ago

one of these is 

Primadonna 

by Marina and the Diamonds

another unique voice

somehow she sounded like Katy Perry 

and little bit like Mother Monster

another song is

Girl On Fire

by the one and only

Alicia Keys

there are a few versions

though the chorus is repetitive

somehow Keys put some her unique vocal in it

kinda emotional in a way 

just enjoy both versions ^^

both songs are about girls

great songs for the pastime ~~