Challenge accepted!!!

1st and foremost..

congrats to SOPHIE to walk away with the title of

feel so excited for her *.*

told you she'll win this cycle

below are some of the photos..

Sophie's COVERGIRL ads

the runner-up, Laura

Azmarie~~

Sophie with the star, Estelle

Alisha, the brit who quitted the show

the final moment....

Well, well, well

it's not the main point I wrote this post

neither to celebrate the last day of  May

It's all about expressing a deep down emotion stuff

it's not LOVE !!!

just to voice out what my heart wanted to say this far

(LOL)

I'm glad that some people saw me being a hardworking person

not craving for fame or love

just a enthusiastic person

It's imperative to look something at a different angle

I mean seriously

sometimes you just have to hang lose

or shake it out

cause

everything seems to make sense when you are cooling down

when I received a letter stating that I'm elected as MTM

1st thing flashed in my mind is

It's the moment that I never wished had arrived

but it did

I try and try and try

to reject it

all works failed

it's sucks to fail like this

regardless all the hard things I do

or all the prayers I do

in the end

that nightmare had just turned reality

HELP~~~~

and then my friend told me this

he told me to look at it at a different angle

I mean

all this while I've been trying to be optimistic

but when comes to this incident

I feel like OWNED~~

Gosh~~

Well, well, well

I guess this is the bad things that could ever happen to me..

just let it be~~~

I'm not going to spend my heart and soul in this crap 

the crap that I've been avoiding all this while

I won't commit 100%

just will juggle my time with other things

likewise

it's a way to explore

and added value in my CV

I don't care