A Question For Thoughts..

It happened so sudden

that a question just struck me

I'm stunned 

literally..

I just have no right answer for it

It comes a day 

when you will reviewing back your past life

thinking of anything that you've done

any words that you've said

anybody who you've meet

everything 

in that moment

I admit that

I'm making my life kinda miserable

in some ways

and I confess that I was mean

to every decision that I have made

some turned out to be a glory path

while

some just ended up in the hell 

I'm not sure why people don't get the big picture

when making a wise decision

all ends up in conflicts

hatred

kinda sad 

well

man's character is his fate

just because the fate doesn't deal you the right card

it doesn't mean you can just fool around and give up

it just means that you have to play the cards gives

to their maximum potential..

people treat each other

in many ways

I have no idea why people like to use each other

for their own benefits

some just keep on exaggerates the rumors

and in the end

no one gets the benefit of it..

 well..

what's the question that stuck in my mind,

as you can see

using Rubini's Theorem to estimate the slope of the indifference curve

with respect to integrated pest management and a good marketing plan, 

find the parallelism errors ...

that's what on my mind

I'm baffled 

as many things come to my mind

I've sorted out some of it

the rest still remained undone

well

get the question for thoughts???

never mind

just ignore it and I'll keep it to myself.. 

I Was Here~

I was here~

Beyonce's song

another song that inspire ...

listening to the song

while reminiscing the life that I had gone through

it has redefined what I always did

there's definitely my marks everywhere.. 

but sometimes

just wonder if anyone would appreciate 

for what have you done

sincerely

everything that I did

is not compensated with sincere return

that's what I'm getting

maybe I shouldn't ask for it

but deep inside my heart

everyone still wanna to be appreciated

I want to say I lived each day, until I dieAnd know that I meant something in, somebody's lifeThe hearts I have touched, will be the proof that I leaveThat I made a difference, and this world will see

sometimes I just don't get it

why people behave that way

why people need to carry a mask while walk out from their room

why people likes to create rumors

and then

there comes people who feel left out

and people who are not confident with themselves

I'm not whether this is called low-profile or what sort ever

just I can't really understand

even though I've accepted the fact

In fact

everything that we did in life

we surely want it to make an impact

even a slight little sparks

but everyone seems look at it differently

some people think that you are overconfident

some people think that you are too high profile

regardless what sh*t is going on

what bl*ddy h*ll people say

at the end of the day

we can proudly say that 

"I WAS HERE"

I was hereI lived, I lovedI was hereI did, I've done, everything that I wantedAnd it was more than I thought it would beI will leave my mark so everyone will knowI was here

Mature

How would you define this word 

"MATURE" ??

then what comes to your mind?

grey hairs

white beard

wrinkles

big house

big car

old man

....

well

for me

even if you are 30 years old ++

and still behave like a child

sorry

you are not considered mature

maybe you have the experience 

or the qualifications

but when comes to your behavior

treatment of the issues

it definitely reflects one's maturity

here i'm not saying that I am mature

but sometimes

people need to think out of the box

to be someone who can foresee the unexpected future

comes out with various plan

equip oneself for any consequences that come along

A man has two reasons for doing something

a good reason

and

a real reason

if you have gone this far at your life

yet

you have no idea where are you heading to

then 

you may end up somewhere else

at the end of the day

people need certain maturity to move on their life

every path they choose

is all depends on their maturity

well

sometimes I just don't get it

why someone in this world has no dream

or ambition

I mean seriously !!

people live because they dare to dream

and then 

they will do anything

just to achieve that dream

some people would even explore further

and dig deeper

just to make sure that

their dream is not shattered without less than any attempt

still

we need that maturity

we have to decide where are we heading to

what we really want

why are we living in this world

besides

we need that maturity

to handle issues in

life

love

family

money

friends

stress

maybe 

I have exaggerated the truth

but the fact is

we can't afford to think less than maturity

as life is too short

like the egg at the end of the sharp knife

we can just be snapped off to death in any possibilities

just try

try to think like a matured person

Here's To Us ~

Glee has been doing a great job

either making a music sounds better

or

introduce great music

Recently

I've listen to the song

Here's To Us~

originally sang by

Halestorm

Halestorm who???

it doesn't matter who are they

They certainly making great rock musics

Here's to us
Here's to love
All the times
That we f*cked up
Here's to you
Fill the glass
Cause the last few days
Have kicked my *ss
So lets give em hell
Wish everybody well
Here's to us
Here's to us

kinda addicted to this song currently

mainly due to how dirty the lyrics are

Glee had made it clean

but i prefer the dirty version ^^

If they give you hell
Tell em to go f*ck themselves
Here's to us
Here's to us

Never try to give a damn

but as long as I know how to breathe

I will keep fighting

never try to mess up with me

I never go rude

unless you try to provoke me 

Well~~

I'm sick of your words

just to inform you that

I've told you I'll changed

it's not up to you to decide my world

cause you don't know a single thing about it

Don't play that stupid game

coz I'm a different kind of guy ~~~