Tuesday, December 20, 2016

The Hardest Phase

Everyone knows that time and tide wait for no man. But as the year end approaches, there's so much to achieve and so much to be done. Not sure what can be done though. Currently, I'm living with so much anxiety and pressure. Ranging form research works to relationship issue, everything just accumulates and leads to higher pressure. So many stuffs are going on my mind, so much so that it started to affect my attitude somehow. 


While working on my research, I delve into other stuff. Or at least look up for other ventures.  Tuition or education jobs really draw most of my attention. I've been seeking better opportunities here and there including lecturing jobs. It's imperative as I need to figure my future out. If everything's went right, I should have probably back on track to my PhD. But then, the darkness has cloaked this path, and thus a revamp is essential. 

The next big venture is about being a book author. For starter, it's not gonna be about my autobiography. Probably start with reference book author, Then, once I get the hands on the work, more and more stuff can be written. Those wild fantasy in my mind finally gets their public appearance soon. But, everything needs to be slow and steady. The offset of everything might overwhelm myself. 

Hopefully everything goes well with the final 11 days of 2016. 

Though I'm still upset that Saara didn't win The X Factor 2016



or Kelly being eliminated early in I Supermodel 2016


or probably last episode of Scream Queen or AHS

 

You know what, I'm a survivor. I'm the captain of my own fate. 


ANTM 23 Cherish

No comments:

Post a Comment