Should've Been Us

Have you completely honest about yourself? Or stay true about your feeling? These sort of questions have been constantly playing in my head. And the fact is, I am scared to reveal the true form of myself, my last defense line of my inner feeling.

To be honest, it is fun having you around. The casual chats, the episode reviews and those funny pictures that we have been through, it might just strike you about how well that we could get along for a prolonged time. And I always wish that the moment could go on and on. I wish that we could be more than just friends.

The only worry is I'm not your cup of tea, not the type of guy that you wanna spend your rest of your life with. That's so much that I want to tell you, but the only fear is once I crossed the borderline, I'm sinking our friendship like the Titanic, i.e. no turning back.

I always wonder what we might achieve if our worlds collide. Despite the insane amount of busyness, I'm always looking forward for our next "date". It could just be a test drive for you, which I'm not really down with it. I'm a sucker of hopeless romance, even it is difficult to carry out that with the limits and boundaries.

Well, before I fall any deeper, I probably still wearing the same mask when facing my daily life. I want someone to hold my hand, love me till the end. But for time being. I think it's wise we maintain what we have, unless you give me a signal. I know it's worth waiting for someone like you.

If I was brave enough to write it here, I should've brave enough to tell you so. Life's too short for the long wait. Meanwhile, I could sing along with these two calm-my-emotion songs.

Tori Kelly

Should've Been us

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