Pre-Final Year Syndrome

The 9-week internship has gone with the wind

and the fact that the industrial experience had enriched your life

it has become the past tense

and I'm so ready to write down the brand new chapter

looking back the past three years that I've survived

though the road is long and filled with f**king obstacles

I've grown so much

it is definitely a life-changing phase

Expectation and hope is 2 different entities

When you expect, you want that to happen so badly

if nothing turns out, you get the devastation and disappointment

but

when you hope, you can always change your wish

if nothing turns out, you get to customise your hope

As for me

I'm doing both all the time

I expect and I hope

towards the end of my university life

I want these 4 years' life to go crazy all the way 

Maybe it's about getting the qualifications to get a job

but it's also all about getting yourself ready for the real world

finally 

having a year left to prove that

probably I will be stuck doing my FYP

but it's not gonna stop right there

this bitch (pointing at myself) is gonna enjoy to the max

and 

I ain't no prove to anyone but myself

not that I'm deprived of

but it's just the way it should be

so I'm ready and I have what it takes to be on top