Reflection

It is utterly horrifying

knowing the unknowns

which exist way ahead of the time

you will wonder

whether the path that you have chosen

will leads you to a big great paradise

or

the highway to living hell

when the semester ended

it signifies the end of slacking nature

it comes to a complete realization that

this is it

it's coming

like a tsunami

it does hit the entire part of you

people do not realize it unless it hits and runs

no one should ever judge you from your past 

or even your present

and it doesn't herald the future that you will get 

but here's a thing

no matter what happens

you just can't deny that the time flies

now look at the time

we are always taking things for granted

and always doing that

even we realize it everyday

it becomes routine 

and slowly 

it turns into procrastination when you regret about it

sometimes

walking on the street 

you never know what to expect

and you will see people who walk pass by you

you might wonder 

how's their life

what will their future hold

what is their past

what are them thinking about

their dream perhaps?

and then a giant mirror appear within your mind

trying to reflect upon yourself

sometimes the thought just fade off quickly

sometimes it is like tidal waves, come and go

sometimes it might bother you for a moment

whatever that I'm doing now

whatever that I'm going through

is always my own responsibility

I never expect someone to fix me

cause it's your destiny 

that you are destined to meet

and your actions that cause it

so it's going to end in less than a year and a half

what are we suppose to do

sit down and cry?

or we could just stand up

brace ourselves

try to enrich every single day

and live like we're dying