It's Just Sad

It's a heart-breaking truth

it's a unwritten rule

it's just a norm

that

people will always take advantage of others

if he/she possesses something more

or something that benefits them

then they just show they sympathetic eyes

your heart just melt 

yet deep inside your heart

there exists

the reluctance which is still strongly against the melting heart

and the war keep going on

and then you just forget them

cause now you've been trapped by the "gimme-gimme-gimme" curse

and without your consciousness

you have been taken advantage

there's also exists the "being-to-kind" attitude

and fear of rejecting people

so the cycle goes on and on

and the people just keep on consuming your "benefits"

eventually

there leads to 2 possibilities

one

they will be super grateful

then they will return in favour

in several means

one of the most common is to treat you

will delicacies that cost you not much

but it only happen once in a blue moon

two

they will say thanks

it will make your day

but then you feel like it's a commensalism symbiosis

where you benefit nothing 

and that's not a great feeling to contain with

if Diva-D was controlling me

he/she will bitch about them

cause we suffer no fools

take no prisoners

and please

talk to my hand

I know your demand 

but this is me the Queen Control

and if you wanna a piece of me

do something that is equivalent 

I 'm not the greatest giver

cause it makes a like a biggest loser

and I'm not your driver

cause you bitch ain't a bitch

cause I'm a top bitch 

and always I am