Against All Odds

Sometimes oldies might bring back a great memory

and sometimes

it can really express your current feelings better

In my case

many people never took me seriously often

even the closer one

I always thought that it is a great description of me

until it is the last straw 

then I just couldn't take it anymore

I read something about being optimistic

is ain't easy

cause no one know the tears, the sorrow and the pain

behind the smile

bearing these pressure

and always setting higher breaking point

yet

the there's a limit

and when it gets closer the limit

 eruption happened

......

and it reminded me an old song

(partly thanks to GLEE as well ^^)

Against All Odds

by Phil Collins

at a point

you can just say anything you can about me

and of course in front of others

I'll pretend that nothing happened

but when comes someone special

I just melt down

show the only vulnerable side

So take a look at me now, 
'cos there's just an empty space 
And there's nothing left here to remind me, 
just the memory of your face 

Take a look at me now, 
'cos there's just an empty space 
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face 

not born as the attention seeker

but only want the special one to see

not born as the strong-willed person

but only want the special one to lean on

so take a look at me now~