Move On

Life is always about making choices

regardless the rightfulness

we just embark on the journey

without knowing the route leads to

there was a time when people were so innocent

you thought that everything will be fine

but that was only Just A Dream~

and slowly

you realize the dark side~

 of everyone

and at a point

it also reflects yours, too

whether you like it or not

I always wonder

why does it always happened to me?

why am I the only victim?

no one ever hear that

thus I choose to be silencing my inner voice

and thus the creation of this blog

no point looking back and sigh

we always heading up and front

try to carry on~

and here I am

once again

standing back at the point

where everything went nothing

just reminiscing the moments shared

truly cherishes those moments 

A Moment Like This~

Shed the tears

Lift my head

Spare the sorrow

Brace myself

It's time~

to move on

_(#.#)_

Against All Odds

Sometimes oldies might bring back a great memory

and sometimes

it can really express your current feelings better

In my case

many people never took me seriously often

even the closer one

I always thought that it is a great description of me

until it is the last straw 

then I just couldn't take it anymore

I read something about being optimistic

is ain't easy

cause no one know the tears, the sorrow and the pain

behind the smile

bearing these pressure

and always setting higher breaking point

yet

the there's a limit

and when it gets closer the limit

 eruption happened

......

and it reminded me an old song

(partly thanks to GLEE as well ^^)

Against All Odds

by Phil Collins

at a point

you can just say anything you can about me

and of course in front of others

I'll pretend that nothing happened

but when comes someone special

I just melt down

show the only vulnerable side

So take a look at me now, 
'cos there's just an empty space 
And there's nothing left here to remind me, 
just the memory of your face 

Take a look at me now, 
'cos there's just an empty space 
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face 

not born as the attention seeker

but only want the special one to see

not born as the strong-willed person

but only want the special one to lean on

so take a look at me now~

From The Patient's Bed

This few days really makes me think a lot !!!

Someone told me not to think too much

but

it's not easy to do it

Someone told me to lay down and sleep

but

I'm not that kind of people who doze off easily

I think I'm recovering

slowly

gradually

my headache is still there 

but it is not the severe type

and not related to my previous sickness

it's merely migraine

though it is not very serious

yet if precautionary steps are not taken

I might just getting more serious

and infected with stroke or something worse

anyway

lying down on the bed for a long period

without getting into sleep

makes me wonder

for example

( hmmmmm.....

everything are touch-wood 

better say nothing at all)

but there are some song that I keep listening

during the period of sickness XD

1. Let It Be

songs by The Beatles

but I like to listen Burnell Taylor's version

very talented 20-year-old boy

came in 7th place of AI 12

this song is soothing

combine with his unique vocal

it makes a great song of all time different

2. Radioactive

by Imagine Dragon

kinda weird

it makes The Host a better ending (somehow)

and the catchy phrase

with the sort of upbeat tempo

drives me to get soon better

3. Keeps Getting Better

by Christina Aguilera

very old song

one of the song that is sweet and short

I mean Xtina has very unique range as well

and her vocal is so rich

makes this uptempo song better

and this is the memo from the patient's bed

wish me recover faster^^