Saturday, December 31, 2011

Last Day of 2011

FINALLY
Till The World Ends

can't believe I made it through another year
If I have to summarize it in 3 words

I would say
UNEXPECTED
UNWANTED 
&
UNLIMITED

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UNEXPECTED

after so many dramas going on
including


DAMN it... why ANGELEA PRESTON is disqualified..
no reason for her to be in that position
she should have won ANTM Cycle 17... 

Then another drama rising...
GLEE
they kissed ><"...
Puck and Shelby ~~~

so what will happen to others??

totally unexpected..
but that is drama..
in REALITY

so many things happen

early on this year
I'm working like mad

MAY of this year
I'm in UTAR studying
FINANCE

Now.. I'm in UPM 
studying MATHEMATICS
 very damn unexpected
not just me but people around
the choice I  made
hopefully leads to a good way
a Paradise

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UNWANTED

Well...
there's a reason why this word came...
coming to new environment
of course
with some expectations
but most of them doesn't make it close to 
What I ever wanted


so that's a feeling called unwanted
is not that people don't treat you well(or maybe)
but
deep down inside heart
we still want go back to the old time
to our comfort zone
which
I wish I never had leave it 
forever~~~
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UNLIMITED

unlimited here
is nothing to do with 
Hotlink
McDonald
or etc (///)

it's about unlimited stress that coming on their way to me
I never complain about the works I got
I just wish that I could choose what I really want to do
instead of asking me to do something that I don't like

I do enjoy every performance opportunity
even embrace it
put in my heart and soul
BUT 
it is heard no more


now I have to let go something that I like the most
it hurts as I'm abandoned my dream
my Teenage Dream
Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

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I chose these 3 words not just that they started with UN and ends with TED
(actually one of the reason as well)
But amazingly, if I was in between UN and TED
it becomes UNiTED
but
everything seems fall apart

What Doesn't Kill You 
makes you stronger

and lastly hoping that
We Found Love
in this hopeless place ^^

P/S : sorry that I was BORN THIS WAY


I don't  know WHO YOU ARE exactly

well sometimes I don't even care
I wish that I'm could be LOUDER


and of course 
wish that I won't meet SOMEONE LIKE YOU again

or perhaps change your bad attitude
so that I won't be your THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY ^^

and finally 
HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^








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