Last Day of 2011

FINALLY

Till The World Ends

can't believe I made it through another year

If I have to summarize it in 3 words, 

I would say

UNEXPECTED

UNWANTED 

&

UNLIMITED

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UNEXPECTED

after so many dramas going on

including

DAMN it... why ANGELEA PRESTON is disqualified..

no reason for her to be in that position

she should have won ANTM Cycle 17... 

Then another drama rising...

GLEE

they kissed ><"...

Puck and Shelby ~~~

so what will happen to others??

totally unexpected..

but that is drama..

in REALITY

so many things happen

early on this year

I'm working like mad

MAY of this year

I'm in UTAR studying

FINANCE

Now.. I'm in UPM 

studying MATHEMATICS

 very damn unexpected

not just me but people around

the choice I  made

hopefully leads to a good way

a Paradise

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UNWANTED

Well...

there's a reason why this word came...

coming to new environment

of course

with some expectations

but most of them doesn't make it close to 

What I ever wanted

so that's a feeling called unwanted

is not that people don't treat you well(or maybe)

but

deep down inside heart

we still want go back to the old time

to our comfort zone

which

I wish I never had leave it 

forever~~~

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UNLIMITED

unlimited here

is nothing to do with 

Hotlink

McDonald

or etc (///)

it's about unlimited stress that coming on their way to me

I never complain about the works I got

I just wish that I could choose what I really want to do

instead of asking me to do something that I don't like

I do enjoy every performance opportunity

even embrace it

put in my heart and soul

BUT 

it is heard no more

now I have to let go something that I like the most

it hurts as I'm abandoned my dream

my Teenage Dream

Katy Perry - Teenage Dream

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I chose these 3 words not just that they started with UN and ends with TED

(actually one of the reason as well)

But amazingly, if I was in between UN and TED

it becomes UNiTED

but

everything seems fall apart

What Doesn't Kill You 

makes you stronger

and lastly hoping that

We Found Love

in this hopeless place ^^

P/S : sorry that I was BORN THIS WAY

I don't  know WHO YOU ARE exactly

well sometimes I don't even care

I wish that I'm could be LOUDER

and of course 

wish that I won't meet SOMEONE LIKE YOU again

or perhaps change your bad attitude

so that I won't be your THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY ^^

and finally 

HAPPY NEW YEAR ^^

UPM Life ~ Week 14

"What doesn't kill you

makes you stronger"

a song by Kelly Clarkson

that's the tagline I learnt this week

all the lectures, tutorials had ended

It's time to face the sound of the battle drums..

the music of exams...

the nightmares begin~~

Standing at this point

I feel that a burden has been released..

great to know that

still

I feel the burdens on the other shoulder

shifted to the empty shoulder

><"

It's study week

then later is exam week

we suppose focus in exam

NO MORE ACTIVITIES ...

why don't just leave alone

JUST ME, MYSELF AND I

let me embrace my 1st semester

which I hope ended with happiness...

I really have to let go some of the activities...

I wished I could...

I wish...

UPM Life ~ Week 13

Unexpected week in UPM

unexpected results...

The elimination of Rachel Crow

from The X Factor (US)

what a sad thing to happen 

she's DAMNed talented

she's been wowed the audience with 

Mercy

If I Were A Boy

Nothin on You

being 14 years old,

she just one step closer to final 4... 

><

just wish her all the best...

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On the other X factor

congrats to LittleMix

the 1st girl group to win the title

just wish them have a great career

can't wait to hear from them soon

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ANTM also set their grand finale this week

another UNEXPECTED results as well

Angelea Preston was eliminated

for no reason

><

WTFish?????!!!!

Angelea - I'm Here~~

We'll really miss you here...

want to wish her good luck for your future undertakings

prove the judges wrong that they didn't pick you !!!!

Go, Angelea ~~

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Well, finally down to my personal world

another unexpected scenarios happened

GRADUATION..

for the ORIENTATION

^^

finally it has come to an end

~~~~~

BAKSIS

many things to be settled..

><

Life is like a traffic light

you should know when to stop

when to continue

though the red light is on

Is up to us whether we want to stop or carry on

and once you choose to carry on

you can't turn back

cause it's too late ~~~

UPM Life ~ Week 12

Finally

it's WEEK 12

once again

stress level is getting higher

.

.

.

Pesta Gong Xi 2012

Selection

...

I got the project manager post ( not again )

speechless

thought with the PAP

MAKT next sem

is enough to keep me busy

plus the heavier subjects 

on their way coming to next sem in UPM

I'm struggling finding time

Could I manage my time then??

It's another question mark in my life

(=.=)

it's also funny that I'm not alone here..

but yet I'm not seeing a true friend

that I could share all my secrets

express all my feeling

thus 

blogging is the only way

(miss the old time.... again)

what a week .. again

Domino~

A song entitiled 

DOMINO

by Jessie J

suprise??

It's not this Domino...

yummy

it's this domino...

Rock my world into the sunlight
Make this dream the best I've ever known
Dirty dancing in the moonlight
Take me down like I'm a domino

Every second is a highlight
When we touch don't ever let me go
Dirty dancing in the moonlight
Take me down like I'm a domino

Just want to be free

just want to have fun

just want to embrace

just want to be happy

stressed out

that's what i feel right now

don't know where to turn to

just have to finish the things I've started

I can taste the tension like a cloud of smoke in the air...

everything seems out of control

I'm letting these stress to ruin me

take me down

like a domino (?!)

but I'm so glad that 

I'm still alive

^^

wish myself all the best...

UPM Life ~ Week 11

Week 11 in UPM

marked the week before register for next semester

many things went on

went through some emotional rides

but overall still alive

awaken from the dreams

move on my life

Firstly is the light...

the light which indicates we are free

from the control

or I called "The Evil Claws"

Maybe the prayers worked

defeated them

and the light 

still shines on me ^^

(muahahahaha)

Then about the stress... 

it's the final month of 2011

can't wait to end all these suffers and pains

just barely able to breathe

sometimes

I don't even know what I'm doing all these for

I just want to be free 

enjoy my UNI life... ~~

It's been a long time

since I talked to some of my friends

every day and night

when the nightlight shines upon

I wish that we could meet again

can't wait for reunion

the CNY reunion ^^

and now

with the indulgence in the current busyness

not sure when can I stop the beat

I can't stop the madness

I wish the time just freeze for a moment

I really need to take a break

a pause in my life

before venturing beyond this point

...........