Yes/No

Towards the end of the year

probably the time is limited

depends on how you judge it

the time is moving super fast !!!

Do I need to say "yes" to the fallen one

or do I say "no" to acquire the next ticket

It could be the hardest decision to be made

by taking in consideration on how I handle the bygone chances

probably does it worth waiting for?

or does it worth taking chances on?

God may lay the plan

but I have absolutely no idea on the execution part

eventually

I need to make up my mind

I need to choose a path

either is right or wrong

I couldn't stand there and being selfish

it is the most selfish thing to do

but it might results in calamities if handle badly

so should I stay selfish

standing between the border line of a "Yes" and a "No"

 or 

I have no idea

4 weeks before my final exam

the workload is extremely overwhelming

and 

my life never get easier than this

probably I need to spend the time to reflect on the dilemma

before I'm dragging the whole thing down

Hiatus

A month long of hiatus

it seems like everything started to came into a mess

the life hasn't been so busy before

how do you find the right time for "me" time

that's gonna test you on your personal management

perhaps some of the things started to make sense

in which how it turned out this way 

the rest still in the TBA state

waiting for me to clarify the right path

The complexity that I'm facing right now

probably will drive me crazy

but the empty pages in my life are still yet to be filled

there rise the motivation that keeps holding on

We can't predict the future

thus making the best out of everyday is the satisfaction

or in turns the gratitude for living another day

still indulging in my own busyness

is my life

and that's the reason why no one could ever imagine how hard it could be

with the stress level that is on and off

however

I still have my own life

Yes, I do get a life out of the mess that I've created

so when it comes some other stuff

(i.e. relationship thingy)

let's just put it this way

if it does happen, it happens

and vice versa

not to sound like a mad man

but the truth is

you have some other priority in life

thus the hiatus could be explained in this manner

the blog posts are meant to be as an expression 

probably written down for the future 'me' to read and terrorised 

and that's all

If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for