Towards The End

It's hard to believe that

we gonna end our 2013 in about 12 days

emotional influx like hell

too many things happened this year

too much expectation at the beginning

too little satisfaction

towards the end

meanwhile

I'm currently listening to the songs such as

Lady Gaga

Gypsy

Ellie Goulding

How Long Will I Love You

Beyoncé

XO

Frozen (Kristen Bell and Idina Menzel)

For the First Time in Forever

Michelle Chamuel

Go Down Singing

Hunter Hayes ft Jason Mraz

Everybody's Got Somebody but Me

Britney Spears

Perfume

Lorde

Team

towards the end

hopefully a miracles happens before 2013 ends

Sometimes

Sometimes

It's hard to determine what does the heart ever want

and it always against your will

and you realize

your stand was not as firm as before

sometimes

when you are about to attain something

suddenly

you back off

and try to shut everything down

sometimes

just when you know the route is impossible to go through

yet 

you just walk straight 

without any hesitation

I guess that's human nature

until we started to lose something

then only we learn to appreciate

to sigh

to regret