In The River

Now I'm swimming 

in the river

breathing the air of happiness

enjoying the moment of freedom

while 

holding on to you

In the river

we made some sacred promises

we talked about the clueless future

we shared our joy and the sorrow

we had so much fun 

I wish that

our river is clean and free

the surrounding is green and carefree

cause we've been living in the chaotic world

we always wanted the best 

the future have always been unpredictable

but 

together

we could build our very own kingdom

let our river run free

to the ocean of eternity 

Only You ~

Once upon a time

there was someone

who touches my heart so deeply

but we never get ready for the upcoming things

so we just called it off

right before we started

I guess I'm not depraved

but the intuition of mine just keep on flashing

unstoppable madness

plus fantasies

they just haunt me whenever I close my eyes

I guess I just miss that so much

and now as time goes by

both of us have grown up

parted into 2 separate ways

I'm not sure what had just happened 

I just pray hard 

and try to forget the past

and then recently we started talking back

I'm not sure how you feel about me right now

but my heart just screaming I miss you so much

and to a certain point

I just pretend nothing happen

ignorance is bliss right?

I gave you so many signals

so many clues

but you just remained clueless

hopeless

When everybody says, time will clean up this mess
But only you, only you...
Only you can make it better
Put me back together
Come on baby let's be real
Only you, only you...
Only you could stop the bleeding, give me what I'm needing
Tell me so my heart can heal...

I stood for my own will

I'm making moves for my future

but a relation is always equal to two hearts' commitments

so I guess I just have to keep on trying

don't want to live in regrets for the rest of my life

so this is me

charging forward

to win your heart

in a cold winter castle

Only you can make me smile in the pouring rain
And you can take the hurt right out of my pain
I know I can try to fill the space inside
With somebody else but there's no use

a fish wants what a fish wants

there's a thing I always believe

if two fishes are meant to be together

even tidal waves 

or shark can't do them apart

Treasure - My Kind Of Love ~

One sounded like 70's record

another just sounded like a Diva's song

Bruno Mars

Treasure

Treasure, that is what you are
Honey you're my golden star
And if you could make my wish come true
If you let me treasure you
If you let me treasure you

That's what you feel

when you love someone

and maybe that person still unaware of that

embrace the person you love

care for him/her

will be the happiest thing on earth

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and then we have Emeli Sandé

My Kind of Love

And when you're crying out.
When you fall and then can't pick your 'happy' off the ground
When the friends you thought you had haven't stuck around.
That's when you feel my kind of love.
Cause when you've given up.
When no matter what you do it's never good enough.
When you never thought that it could ever get this tough,
Thats when you feel my kind of love.

this song is a very "emo" song I called

breathing through every words  in the lyrics

with the beating of the drums

these make the songs like "exploding"

both singers are great

they make the oldies sounded so current 

so "pop"

mean time

telling the story 

that someone can relate to

Hopefully

someone will treasure 

the one and only 

my kind of love