I'm Not Nerdy la~

I'm delighted

the moment someone told me

"Welcome aboard!"

my mind just went over the moon

I mean 

"Seriously?!"

Though the role is not heavy

yet 

I'll strive my best

to live the role

and that was one of my happiest moment ever

A Moment Like This~~

Amber Holcomb - AI 12 Top 10 Performance~

but people always has this kind of perception

"Hey, you study Maths? 

You must be very nerdy!"

I was like

"Nerdy?!"

Hell to the N-O no!!!

I never like the label nerd or geek

OK?

so which part of me looks like a Nerd?

The fact that I study Maths doesn't make me 

anything like Nerd

and Nerd always attain high scores in test

that doesn't apply to me most of the time

and I don't wear a thick glass

and always facing the stacks of books

hmmm

maybe a little bit nerdy?

that's acceptable *sort of*

so in conclusion

I'm not a Nerd !!!

Gracias !!!

Finally ^^

Finally

the curtain calls

everything has come to an end

in a good way

what is left

is the memory that we shared together

151 days of hardworks

turned into a piece of valuable memory

and 

hopefully and rightfully

kept in mind forever

Then 

here comes along the challenges

the FIRST TEST week

perhaps I haven't stepped into the class most of the time

which resulted in

I almost blank out during the tests

not sure what will happen to the result

just cross my fingers

pray hard

Suddenly

another feeling came upon 

like tidal waves

the emptiness

it feels great at first

then 

I just not sure what to do

I feel like floating around the space

maybe I've just ended my busyness streak (yet)

still haven't get used to the freedom

but

fear no more

I guess something big is coming

perhaps indulge in other things like..

(not sure what)

just enjoying floating at this moment 

^^

More Than Anything~

How does it feel

when someone that you trust so much

having a conversation with you

so emotional

yet so promising

Being a normal homo sapiens

living in the world with full of unexpected possibilities

you can't even equate this into an equation

or making a great formula out of it

what you need

is the faith

being able to trust someone

took lots of courage

cause you never know what the future may hold

and how does it affect your entire future plan ahead

sometimes it's great to know that 

someone is there for you

regardless your boring attitude 

or your mischievous acts

and no matter how much you've done worse

that special person

is always ready with a forgiving heart

and the smile that makes you fly 

Imagine

the life without that person

or

picturing

your existence without completion

that's the worst thing that you can ever imagine

and that person can be anyone

it always brings oneself to streams of tears

as we are reminiscing the moments together

it always feel like this

just wanna say that

appreciate the time

cherish the moments

enjoy the company

cause you never know when does it last

even it is eternity

there is a deadline as well

being with someone special

is always more than anything ^^

What Do You Want From Me (Actually)?

So the "calamities" is just around the corner

everyone just want a piece of you

so what can you do

cause you never know what's wrong with yourself

and the journey you took to pursue your dream

is heavily fogged by the unwanted and unnecessary elements

some people can't let go their past

cause it's part that built who they are right now

and among some of these

they still lost in their path

haunted by the past

their eyes are covered with the dirty hands

and the heart pierced by the dark pasts

so there's always an option

move on by going to new place 

and restart yourselves

for some it wasn't a bed of roses

everything is totally a brand new thing

the only thing that can keep you going on 

is you have to have the faith in yourself

I guess that is the least you should have

so I guess it will always be alone at the top

and of course with this height ( 185cm~~~)

it is a damn f*cking serious matter

not sure which son of the b*tch

or which motherf*cker

and what-so-ever whore

so I shouldn't care much

what these people said about me

cause they won't follow my life forever

I choose to move rather than these people

 who constantly doubt others

poor dullard homo sapiens 

and I should stop thinking too much

cause you never want your life to be contaminated with the dirt

I respect others

cause the words you said make me stronger

you can try to disintegrate me

(like I care anyway~)

in the end

Whataya want from me anyway??

Blame On You~

Who will blame who

when something goes wrong

although this is not right

but this always happens

exhibit A

you are the one who starts the thing

and you should have known the limitations

thus

it's wise to get ready with a contingency plan

exhibit B

you are not born to be superior than others

maybe just because you are the chosen one

still

there exists the boundaries

everyone in this world deserved to be treated the same

exhibit C

please 

don't just think about yourself

I know that you are f*cking busy

yet I hope you could make some time

come see about us

consider others

our study is damn heavy as well

so don't you try to compare 

cause you never know what are you facing