Speechless...

I'm totally speechless..

not about the song

(which I like a lot ~~)

I'm totally speechless...

when people who like to complicate stuff

I mean "Seriously you guys doing that?!!"

why would some people on the Earth will do that

For example

you guys are discussing something that is so simple

yet it took hours to discuss it

and the outcomes seem nothing less than a great thing

and you guys totally celebrated it 

I mean "C'mon guys"

is that thing so imperative?

why are you guys cracking your head over that thing?

another example

you have issues with your personal life

and you release your anger towards innocent people

that is rude and stupid

why would you try to involve me in your issues

I mean I'm not the one who impales you 

I'm just a listener 

and an observer

what I did is just listen and observe you

and I didn't make any comments at all

Here's the best part...

you guys struggled and stressed out...

and constantly revolving that so-called "problems"

why can't you guys just see pass through this?

why so serious BTW?

I guess it's hard being you guys~~

care so much about the problems

which I find them rather simple and can be solved easily

As a follower

I hate to voice out my views

why???

I feel bad for spoiling your excite-to-think moments

sometimes being a passive person is good

you listen,

you watch,

and you learn

without getting much troubles

and I may live longer as I don't think unnecessarily

well... it just stuck me for a while..

why people like to complicate things?

maybe they want perfection

(which I believe it doesn't exist)

or maybe they just like to waste their pastime in this manner

(which is none of my business)

anyway

I'm totally speechless...

when you do something that (for me) out of this world

and almost ridiculous

I'm here not to ridicule these people

I'm just sympathize some of them

who have absolutely nothing with them

and I have no issues with these guys

for several reasons

Firstly,

I'm not that free thinking how to complicate life

in fact

I'm trying to simplify my life

looking at the life from the POV of a child

integrates these views with the reality

still, you are looking at this world differently

Secondly,

Life's too short to even care at all...

everyone knows that life's short

and we're living at almost at the edge of a knife

people can just come to your funeral and cry over your dead body

(touch-wood ~~)

I mean we have nothing to lose about

why are these people so passionate on discussing something stupid

arguing whether the other party has hidden agenda or what-sort-ever

it's not like it would save the world from destruction

nor volunteering in third-world country (which is a noble job, and I salute if they were)

can you guys just get to the real thing

doing the real stuff

and not just talk nonsense all the time

as though as it would make great impact or something

it would just make you more paranoid

and getting depression and unwanted stress

then you guys  later trying to influence innocent people (like me~~)

to join your silly and idiotic discussions

I can just ignore if you try to invite me to your fancy world

but I'll be speechless whole time

until you ask my opinion

and I just utter something (out of nothing)

to show my concern and care

All in all

again..

I'm totally speechless

I'm ready for any confrontation you made

if you think you know who's I'm referring to

and please

do not ever try to complicate my life

thanks for your kindness

I would appreciate that ^^

Blow Me (One Last Kiss)~

remember these songs???

So what?

I am a rockstar ~~

 and then

please, please, don't leave me~

later on

raise your glass~~

and 

pretty pretty please

don't you ever ever feel ~~

It's an undeniable fact that 

P!nk

is awesome and cool

her voice and vocal are great

and this time 

here she is again with the song

Blow Me (One Last Kiss)~

I think I've finally had enough, 

I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us (blow me one last kiss)
You think I'm just too serious, 

I think you're full of shit
My head is spinning so (blow me one last kiss)

the lyrics itself brings about a great message

all the time we are obeying other people's words

following what others' orders

in the end

we make ourselves more miserable

sometimes we have no choice

we just follow blindly

it's kinda sucks..

Just when it can't get worse,

I've had a shit day (NO!)
You've had a shit day (NO!), 

we've had a shit day (NO!)
I think that life's too short for this, 

Want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this, 

blow me one last kiss.

all in all

we need to find strength to carry on

maybe this is the road that we have chosen

like we know

life has only one ending and one opening

and there are many middles in between 

since there is no turning back

why not choose the road wisely

to avoid all those SHIT days...

Dark Side ~

Sometimes there are so much things playing on my mind

Yet, I just couldn't utter them out

it simply because these thoughts are fooling around my mind

never know where are they heading to

and I just couldn't catch them up

as they just walk by and walk away forever

some people think that I'm a weirdo

errr...

Yes, I admit that !!!

I like to simplify certain things

and sometimes I complicate things up

 I guess that's why human are complex organisms

they just never accept their own weakness

even sometimes they accept

they will never change it

as it has become part of the life

a stain that can't be removed

everyone has a dark side

a song by Kelly Clarkson

Everybody's got a dark side
Do you love me?
Can you love mine?
Nobody's a picture perfect
But we're worth it
You know that we're worth it
Will you love me?
Even with my dark side?