Thursday, March 22, 2012

Starships~

Can you just imagine how hard it is to survive in this situation?



Of course, not this situation... ><"
It is a situation where you find yourself live in busy madness all the time.
SERIOUSLY?!!

but whatever it is, life has to go on. 
Complain too much,
yet nothing changed significantly. 


but there is a turning point ahead of me...
after end of this month,
I am free
free to fly anywhere I like
chase after the things that I missed
embrace the true meaning of life ^^

I am like a starship ...
BTW

it is one of the Nicki Minaj's songs
"Starships"

I was meant to fly

I'm higher than the motherf*ck*r !!!

@.@

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Stop!!!

It is funny when someone said that I was writing poems in my blog. Well, they are NOT poems!!! They are called free-styled writing. Thus, I decided to write an ESSAY today. @.@

The main objective of this poem, it's not creating awareness about traffic rules, nor LYNAS or to promote PETA. It is to express how rebellious I am in person.



Physically, I may look harmless or someone that you can bullied anytime and anywhere. But YOU'RE DEAD WRONG. I will rebel or voice out my opinions when it reaches my breaking point. When I reached that last straw to break the camel's back, I will choose to let go instead of bearing it. Sometimes, I just can't take it anymore.



I felt damned saturated with these activities that I don't like at all. I joined this thing because I like it. But when your interest turns into a burden to you, it is not cool anymore. As for me, it sucks!!!

The best part, you don't get a chance to express your objections. They just simply put your name into an AJK, without your permission and expecting 100% commitment from you. Well, it goes fine if there exists only single event. But it's like a promotion package, where you get to buy 1 and free 2 items.... ><" you should probably rejoice for that promotion, but this activity spree is unstoppable. I just can't stop the flowing of events. 

So, all I ever ask is STOP wherever you are. Could you please stop coming and bother me... 
You should know that I was coping with 20 credit hours this semester with the pressure of my scholarship..
I want to maintain my CGPA at least 3.67 to qualify me for some "BENEFIT"... 
Well, you shouldn't know what was it about..
What you need to do is 
STOP
STOP
STOP

Sometimes, I feel that if you join something due to your interest, you better think twice. 


P/S: the "interest" I meant above is NOT outside college events/society...