2012 CNY Celebration

"Put aside those stress

enjoy this festive season."

I got this message held on my mind

and then

the craziest ride began...

Like last year

we had steamboat at NIK's house

that was totally outrageous

on the same day

we went to the house-to-house visits

the following day

my backpack and I went to MUAR

meet up my university friends there

another epic journey

but towards the last few days before going back to UPM

the pressure gas seems begin to leak out from the container

maybe it's a good thing

it's time to get real 

to face the music

I'm so ready for it

still

I can't call this enough to end my holidays

T-P-CAL

Well...

let's just face this fact..

I'm damn mood-less right now

It's not that I was bored doing nothing

I should be enjoying this long holiday

a break that I deserved

which shouldn't end in 12 days time...

it's weird

cause I felt excited about getting the school re-open

finishing those things

that are left for me to do in next semester

and yesterday have a long conversation with two friends

great friends though

we had a long chit chat about our university life

and of course 

the common perception on some issues

(except the faeces topics.....)

well... the conversation was revolving about group of XXXXX@X

I called them T-P-CAL

we do realise that

there are existence of certain group of people

who hold on tight to their ancient roots

very very tight that

they are damn terrified

scared

thinking that they might lost their grips

and fall into a deep hole

and won't crawl back again

well..

I have no issue with these people

if they like what they do

that's fine with me

I'm so sick and tired fighting

arguing...

what I'll do is stay away from your path

watching you from the side

I won't cheer nor warn you

It's your choice anyway

and then I expect the same return as well

I respect your style

your way of living

but

I'm worshiping something that you don't like

er...

that's your problem, dude

I'm not messing with your style

cause I respect you

you might think I'm weirdo or crazy

or someone who lost his mind

well

just go ahead and say these things

talk behind my back

or something

or a better suggestion for you

why not post in Facebook or equivalent

that

you HATE me

in every single way I do

I hate to mess with you T-P-CAL

you guys can form a group 

share your common interests

and laugh at me cause I don't 

and make me looks like stupid 

ignore or repulse me...

that's your way

er... 

T-P-CAL way...

Jessie J - Who's Laughing Now

but at the end of the way

I don't really mind that you show how great your roots are

I know how great they are

just that I'm not into that

I'm currently dominated by other roots

which make me feel happy

and I don't see why I should not hold on tight on other roots

I got the freedom to make my own choice

I'm not crumpling down 

I'm just as free as my hair 

^.^

Lady Gaga - Hair

Get Back (ASAP) ~

Lately I found out a song

entitled 

~GET BACK (ASAP)~

by a Romanian singer ~~

Alexandra Stan

that Mr Saxobeat singer..

The song is damn amazing

catchy as well

Boy you make me high, I I I want you to try-y-y
Get back A.S.A.P
Boy you make me high, I I I want you to try-y-y
Get back A.S.A.P

It somehow relates to me..

(literally)

as far as you concern

I've been in this activity madness

that I used to constantly craving

cause I like what I'm doing

and I'm doing what I like

BUT

the nightmares here is

I never like the things they told me to do

it's never a thing I like to do

no more jokes

they just push you up there 

as though I would create wonders

as they wish to see

WELL

hell to the no

I accepted it

cause I took it as an honour

of course

I won't mess it up

unless you wish for that

and just shut those arrogance wings up

the stupid, unnecessary stuffs

trying to anticipate me

it's not intimidating though

you'll never understand a Loser Like Me

you think it would make a miracle

you try to bring in agony moments

to ruin me

my university life

and the rest of my life

well I give you a torment

give you hell

just leave me alone

let me do something that I want

well

at least a thing (!!!)

I'm not a social welfare officer

catering what all you need

I'm not that free as well

I rather go to PAWS

cleaning the dog's hair

polishing the nails

it's another type of charity, too

For that matter

I'm pissed

thank God I can deal with this madness

so far so good, yet

and realise this fact

I also have 24 hours

ask me not to join this and that

well

analyse it

which "this" and "that" is under "WHAT I WANT" categories

only 3..

hello... 

it's THREE 

PAP

BO-SHENG

DEBATE

the rest

I categorised it as Filler

a filler that 

think that I have more than 24 hours

imagine 

next semester

I have to deal with heavier subjects

so I still able to stuck with my scholarship

which has requirement of at least 3.67

to qualify me to further my study overseas..

+

3 "WHAT I WANT"s 

plus others craps

college activities

I swear 

I'll do it

flaunt it

I'll get back (ASAP) 

to show you I'm ready

no more next time 

no more !!!

2012~ The Beginning ~

Oh Gosh!!!

It's ninth day of 2012...

2012 ~ The doom day is coming...

3 exam papers down

3 more to go...

what a hectic way to start my new year ><"

Well, in a week time

it will marked the 1st semester in UPM

(finally, considering I've not finished my 1st sem in UTAR)

anyway

the 1st Semester can be on par with Form 6 

(2 YEARS AGO)

.......

minus the crazy, wacky friends from Form 6

minus the great and hardworking teachers

and minus the tuition time

........

It's not the same after subtracting so many stuffs

well the college activities did filled up most of my time here

in fact 

I'm not like Form 6 time anymore

where I still got time for constant revisionS

people said: "study is not everything in university"

I agree with this statement

but I started to lose myself in study

I found myself doing last minute study a lot here in UPM

It somehow showed that UPM is trying to teach me how to do last minute study

=="

I hope this culture is not happening

but it did

That's not so Teck Wee

but let's face the reality

I can't deny or change it

again

it's another DO OR DIE
NOW OR NEVER

moments

in UPM...

 I made a wish on the 1st minute of 2012

 and I hope it comes true

right now what filling my head is how am I going to embrace my holidays... 

hehe

even with only 2 weeks.. 

I'm going to make it paradise

live my life 

before entering the hectic campus AGAIN!!!

p/s : good luck to all my friends too in sem 2.. haha...