Confession of A Worker...

To the merciless CEO...

I know that I am a worker of yours

and technically

you are my boss

cause you are a control freak

I mean you control me (who is a freak)

and bossy

I mean you are a bosssssss

Have you notice me lately?

how depressed I am

I guess you aren't

cause you just don't care

even the policy states that WE CARE ABOUT YOU

that's just a total crap

and 

perhaps a crap that non-recyclable

worthless 

Anyway

I'm just saying that although you are my boss

but it doesn't mean you can take everything from me

I was chosen by you to be a leader as well..

then what's the point you

interfere every single actions that I've taken

criticize every single words that I've uttered

If you chose me just to listen to your command

then what's the point having me at the top at the very first place

At this point

I should be the one who voices out my followers' thoughts

but you see

there's way too much of restrictions and obligations

so what do I stand for?

I'm writing this not to fight for anyone but me,

the truth and the justice

cause I don't want to be your marionette

sometimes you'll ask me to do something way beyond impossible

no one could ever juggle that with other things

I can't just devote my life for you

I have my own private life as well

Well, sometimes you'll ask me to organize or to join something

that are signifying nothing at all

no one ever benefits from these events

After weeks or months of planning and midnight oil

what we get eventually 

is near to zero

by the end of my service

I don't want to regret for whatever I've done

and whatever I haven't done

which I'm not bracing myself to do that

since no one would ever support or backup me

I guess I would be a lone ranger 

Sincerely,

YOUR HEAD of XXX Department

Primadonna Girl On Fire~

Entering the month of October

can be something remarkable

the reason is 

we're going to end the year 2012 in 3 months time

which means 

we need to start reviewing back on

our new year resolution

maybe it's weird to say this soon

but somehow it just struck me

cause I don't want the wish to go on and on and on

for the years to come

and eventually

we are wasting our wish list 

for something that out of our reach

anyway

the month of October also marked 

the initiation of unlimited busyness 

overloading assignments 

as well as heart-stopper tests and quizzes

they keep coming

we keep charging forward

at the end

we are uncertain about our existing situation 

and the undetermined future 

Anyway 

I would like to promote some of the songs

it could be in the billboard long time ago

one of these is 

Primadonna 

by Marina and the Diamonds

another unique voice

somehow she sounded like Katy Perry 

and little bit like Mother Monster

another song is

Girl On Fire

by the one and only

Alicia Keys

there are a few versions

though the chorus is repetitive

somehow Keys put some her unique vocal in it

kinda emotional in a way 

just enjoy both versions ^^

both songs are about girls

great songs for the pastime ~~

Backtrack~

Just imagine what you'll get

when you mix these amazing voices

Amy Winehouse

Aretha Franklin

and you'll get unique voice

by the one and only

Rebecca Ferguson

so who is she??

She placed 2nd in The X Factor 2010

anyway

she just sounds amazing

her voice is so distinctive

and kinda unique

Her latest album

Heaven

with some great songs like

Glitter and Gold

Nothing's Real But Love

and the latest single
Backtrack~~

I can't go along with it
You can say just what you like
But you still did it
You backtrack and change your act
At a hundred likes a minute
But fool as I am I won't go along with it

The chorus part somehow summarises what I felt
for the past few weeks

there are dilemma
left unsolved
which I just accept them
for no reason

maybe it's hard to turn down people's offer
most of the time you are left speechless
and you have know idea why you are the one they look for

Too much to lose and it's still raining
I know it's not a game
So i'll stop playing
But oh my heart's on fire
And it keeps burning
And I don't mean to cry
It's just the smoke gets in my eyes

When you get back to the real business
then you realise you are just a fool
but between your responsibility and ignorance
you choose the R 
cause it's hard to ignore
people are watching you
they are literally staring at you
picking on you
and when you fall
you just fall deeper with these people's words

So if there exists a backtrack
I guess I may do the same
even though living in regrets
yet it has enriched the life
somehow~~

Let the battle drum start
I wanna turn back the clock
I wanna find the missing pieces
Of the whole love I lost
You say it like you mean it
And I want to believe it
Because I can't stop this feeling

What A Feeling...

It's weird

I never felt like this before

have you ever heard a song

that makes you cry

maybe it reminds you of something

honestly

I do

but it's not the main point today~~

13th September 2012

(today is D' day anyway)

marked an important date

firstly

the Glee Season 4 primere

it's a world class TV series

kinda looking forward to existing New Directions

new characters

maybe for some is Rachel Berry

(whatever)

new drama

new cover songs

secondly

is a day before someone's birthday @.@

this person has been my friend since 2004

It has been ages 

till rock covers with mosses

maybe is too early

too soon 

to wish this person

but what it matters 

at the of the day

you'll be right by my side

and vice versa as well

anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! 

you know who you are right ~~

dun geh geh... XD

Dunno why

Just suddenly wanna to shout it out here

What A Feeling ~~

Merdeka !! Merdeka !!

Today is the day

The day we gather 

and

celebrate our Malaysia

55th Independence Day

so this year theme..

JANJI DITEPATI

there are lots of controversies

but as a Malaysian

who is very loyal to the country, The King, The history, Malaysia's food

kinda looking forward for this day

cause most of the time you get to see

airplanes

with stunning marching 

The thing is nowadays

especially the youngsters like us

we love our country

but I guess most of us are still sleeping

perhaps 

wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy going to sleep again

but
 our patriotic spirit is still there

together in the dream

I think some of us are celebrating it in dreams
That's super duper Patriotic !!!

Frankly speaking

This year celebration

something is really missing

perhaps no more sad advertisement from our great Yasmin Ahmad

or patriotic songs playing around the mall

Maybe the government are cutting budget

just to make way for the coming election

or maybe our country's economy is going down

or perhaps this day is merely a day off

Well

since there are no songs for this year celebration\

I'm kinda creating an album

combining all the greatest anthem

I'll name it as 

=MALAYSIA MERDEKA 55 HITZ=

Album cover @.@

Well the songs includes ~~~

1. Pound The Alarm

the song that can you can play when your alarm rings at early morning

2. Tik Tok

A perfect song if you wake up in the morning after party rock night ago

3. A Moment Like This

You should be proud of yourself to wake up so early, 

some people wait a lifetime just to be same like you...

4. Let It Go

When you stuck on your traffic jam, 

let it go go go go, let it all go

5. Reach

Santana Lopez's mom  ( Gloria Estefan ) said:
"Congrats, you found a parking lot and reached the destination safely!"

6. Starships

You saw many planes fly above you.. 

They are higher than a motherf*cker !!!

7. Love You Like A Love Song

A song for the country,

Love Malaysia like a love song

then hitting repe-pe-pe-pe-peat

8. No Promises

In conjunction with this year theme

this song is for those who have not fulfill their promises

9. Home 

Yeah~ It's over.. 

This song is best played on the way back home

10. Sweet Dream

Play this song while you are lying on your bed

11. Bonus Track ~ FIREWORK

This is specially for you guys who start listening to this album a day before

I choose The Glee Project Cover

coz it's more fun to sing in groups ^^

** If you are interested to buy this album, you can try to contact me

hopefully you enjoy the tracks

Anyway.. happy birthday, Malaysia

have a great day 

=p