Love Love Love

  Yesterday was the V Day. And of all days in a year, this date was chosen to be the imperative yet awkward day of the year. It could make you feel at two extreme polarized ends, namely the attached end and the unoccupied end. Resting at the unoccupied end for years, you started to feel like this day might be the worst day ever. (What a way to celebrate the lovely second month of the year.) You'll see pairs after pairs literally everywhere, whether in a fancy restaurant, at the cinema, or even in the streets. Little did you know how much these couples had gone through to make it this far, regardless it's their first time or annual ritual. 

  When these phenomena reflects on me, it could turn out to be either pathetic or simply ignorant. It's all depends on very own point of view, your intelligence and your maturity treatment of these scenarios. I categorized myself as an optimistic person, even I have my dark side which might somehow traumatized others for your rest of your life. Let's focus on the optimistic part. How does that make you feel when you see above stuffs? I was like, "Good for you, peeps!!" "Enjoy your Vday" or "That's so sweet" etc. But deep down, I am greatly praying and hoping the best for every pairs ever existed in this world, no matter gay, straight or bi, lesbian, transgender life, I wish nothing but the best for you guys. (No sarcasm involved)

  Walking through pairs after pairs which happen everywhere, eating right beside lovey dovey in the restaurant, watching movie as well as side-show exhibited in the cinema, or even passing through left-hand-holding-right-hand attachment in the street, I'm totally cool. All this world is love, and love's totally in the air for this sacred day. 

Reality

  What kind of life can you have if you were a reality TV star? Imagine the chaos and mess that comes to you everyday. Put yourself in the shoes of Kim K, Kimora Lee, Nene, or any contestants from ANTM, your life would be probably damn exciting. Imagine endless drama and exciting things that keep happening in your life, you will be definitely so thrilled and excited to wake up every morning.

   Right now entering the second month of 2015, I felt like I've been going through an unproductive and inefficient January. (What a way to start a brand new year !!!) As a TV junkie, watching series after series, seasons after seasons, and time taken to wait for next episodes, that's make me cray cray all this time, especially the last month. I guess I've watched so much that it is on par with the amount of series I watched for 2014.

  I'm gonna kick start a new semester in less than 3 weeks time, I'm probably the most excited person in the world. But at the same time, I'm kinda worry about everything that goes on at the same time. I mean my study, final year project and other commitments as well.

  I wish that I have my own reality TV show, probably entitled 'The LOL-ed Life of David' or 'Everything about David' or whatsoever. Then people might get the chance to keep up with me, and I'll be surrounded by endless madness while doing my FYP. There will be dramas among the classmates or housemates, meeting up with bitchy-ier friends (lol), relationship issues, problems with the superiors, and of course, mommy issue as well. Wow, my life will be pretty busy as the cameras . will follow me around, even I'm in the bathroom or engage with a phone call.

  My oh my, what a life could that be? How do the reality TV stars do it, especially those that already entering the 10th season. Seriously? That's so ratchet.

  But back to reality, I'm still a student in his final semester of study. I oughta keep it strong, even my hope is gone, gotta move along. That's the reality for me. 

The Anticipation

  After weeks of coming back from the trip, I guess I'm still a little bit jet lag. Everything in hands including FYP, tuition classes and other commitments seems do not synchronized with my rapid pace. Some showed the sign of breaking apart, else just remained stationary. All this while, I am dreaming and  wandering about something far, far away. I called it, THE ANTICIPATION. 

  In 6 months time, I am gonna be a normal Asian guy with Mathematics degree back in his mind. The road to the future seems pretty bright, considering Mathematics can leads you to different parts of the world. You can work anywhere such as academics, banking, finance, manufacturing, management and many more. I guess the hardest part is to assimilate Maths with those industries. But anyway, I'ma venturing into academics line. This implies Master and PhD. Hopefully everything turns out well. 

  My tuition classes, probably nothing much to complain about. I have 6 classes per week. I'm taking F3 to F5 Science, F3 English and Maths, as well as F5 Add Maths. The challenge here is to conduct the class in bilingual settings. I mean thanks to our prominent education minister, it's been chaotic and messy in the education industry, the schools and the tuition centers. Kudos for them to make people in a hot mess, and the teachers have to bury up the mess under the carpet. (Pathetic life though !!)

  Remember those time when you meet someone that you like and you feel like you wanna hold their hands for the rest of your life. Well, this person has just arrived at this point of my life. As nothing ventured, nothing gained, I'm gonna take chances, risk my entire life to win this person's heart. That of course, if this person is interested. If else, nothing goes well. However, so far we've been chatting everyday and the content is pretty intense (with the gossips and anime). But as I said, the anticipation here is wow the heart, it's part of my 2015 plan though. (Awesome plan =P)

Current jam XDD

Love Me Like You Do 

by Ellie Goulding

who's excited about Fifty Shades of Grey (Me!!!)

yes, Ms Goulding is gonna be featured in 

one of the most anticipated movie of 2015

the song turned out to be a powerful ballad with catchy tune

love this song so so much

Bulletproof Picasso

by Train

Another great single produced by Train

honestly their music is so cool

and when comes to this song

the title itself makes you wanna to take a listen to the song

and I'm still figure out what the song is about

Heartbeat Song

by Kelly Clarkson

First thing first

who hates Kelly though

Her songs are usually so cool

that they are always the anthems 

this song from her latest album

is gonna makes you up, up, up all night long

Let the Anticipation Games begin XD

 

Haters

Sometimes people can be damn selfish

or simply hypocrite

hoping to get the best out of the water

and you get nothing but disappointment

At the end of the day

people will return to the ground

fortune, fame and gold

will not go down with us

What matters is how you have done to change the world

at least change people around you a bit

their perceptions

their behaviours

they are simply the display of our very own attitude

applying the sane theorem

if they are hypocrite

if reflect upon ourselves

probably we are not good enough for them

This scenario somehow disturbing and annoying

but you know what

Screw them

If we are so into bother about others' feeling

we should be a little bit selfish

put ourselves before others

(unless you are sweet talking with lovers)

but all in all

you can be anything you wanna be

don't really give a f*ck about what they think

some people will hate you

foe some stupid reasons

and some people will love you 

just the way you are

Embrace both parties will definitely make you a better person

or at least you are taking the high road

walking into the glorious path

never look back to the ingenious crowd

ignore their naive and outrageous

and breakaway

My 2014

I know it's been the third day of 2015

well

just wanna summarise my 2014 

it will be an eternal memory for me

Basically

Its been a massive roller coaster ride for me

There are so much ups and downs 

I'm so sensitive that

it kinda hits me 

as I'm thinking or talking about  

the graduation stuff

I mean in another 6 months

I'm done with my undergraduate life

for me 

"what's next" is a clear path

but for the rest

I'm not sure what or where do they heading

it's kinda creepy though

knowing that there are infinite possibilities in it

2014 also heralds me the true form of everybody else

probably due to the moody weather

(Hell ya!!! There's tornado in Pandamaran!!!)

I mean maybe it's too late to get along with someone else

but it's never too late to value the loved ones

I cherish everyone that help me along the way

and to the b's

Ah-Ah

not in my league

I've survived my internship in iMoney

It's a pretty awesome experience

meeting young and enthusiastic people

work along with them

it makes you strive further and harder to achieve your damn goals

though it's a short and sweet 9-week internship

the lessons learned: PRICELESS

Another achievement unlocked

I've completed all 3 levels of beginner Spanish

and I'm learning Japanese now

it's nice to learn languages 

out of those busyness and madness in Mathematics

in the end 

I still get the best of both worlds

so 

screw the haters (Whatever!!!)

In 2014, I watched lots of movies though

(every year also the same.. XD)

The Lego Movie | Pompeii | 300: Rise of An Empire | Captain America 2

Oculus | Godzilla | Edge of Tomorrow | Maleficent | X-Men

Hercules | Into the Storm | 100 Foot Journey | Boxtrolls

The Expendables 3 | Dracula Untold | Gone Girl

The Hunger Games | Pyramids | Night at the Musuem

and so many more... XDD

In the same universe

2014 probably has the weirdest combination of pop songs 

ranging from ihavenoideawhatthesongisabout songs

powerful ballads

diva songs

and the rest of the genres

Here's my Top 10 hits for 2014 

Chandelier by Sia

Let It Go by Idina Menzel

Happy by Pharrel Williams

All about the Bass by Meghan Trainor

Bang Bang by Jessie J, Ariana Grande and Queen Nicki

Maps by Marron 5

Problem by Ariana Grande

Ghost by Ella Henderson

Uptown Funk by Bruno Mars and Mark Ronson

Masterpiece by Jessie J 

As mentioned above 2014 has been a wild ride for me

I'm always hope for a better year for this brand new year

and to the Bs

please be gentle

I miss the taste of sweeter life 

but

If they test me they sorry

Don't believe me just watch

The ghost of you that keeps me awake

however

we know that shit ain't real

you can take a break

I'm perfectly incomplete

The past is in the past

and I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist

and yes

hopefully

I got one less problem without you