Hiatus

A month long of hiatus

it seems like everything started to came into a mess

the life hasn't been so busy before

how do you find the right time for "me" time

that's gonna test you on your personal management

perhaps some of the things started to make sense

in which how it turned out this way 

the rest still in the TBA state

waiting for me to clarify the right path

The complexity that I'm facing right now

probably will drive me crazy

but the empty pages in my life are still yet to be filled

there rise the motivation that keeps holding on

We can't predict the future

thus making the best out of everyday is the satisfaction

or in turns the gratitude for living another day

still indulging in my own busyness

is my life

and that's the reason why no one could ever imagine how hard it could be

with the stress level that is on and off

however

I still have my own life

Yes, I do get a life out of the mess that I've created

so when it comes some other stuff

(i.e. relationship thingy)

let's just put it this way

if it does happen, it happens

and vice versa

not to sound like a mad man

but the truth is

you have some other priority in life

thus the hiatus could be explained in this manner

the blog posts are meant to be as an expression 

probably written down for the future 'me' to read and terrorised 

and that's all

If it's worth having, it's worth fighting for

All About that Relationship

We know we should never ever trust the b

and being one myself

I’m constantly bombarded with various sticks and stones

but what the hell

who really care actually

we know the existence of superior

even if we do not acknowledge it

When it comes to relationship

well all about that relationship

There are so many uncertainties

that lies beyond the dark side of the fence

and we know how hard to get it blossom

with the right person

at the right time

Can this dream actually comes true

and what I have learnt from the past

(cause history never failed to repeat itself)

Time is the best answer for almost everything in this world

That might create another story of my life

and seriously

I’m very looking forward to

But do I have any holdback

Yes, of course!

The fear

The commitment issue

Perhaps holding onto certain stuffs that keep you busy

is a good thing

and I might just keep on moving on

nothing holding me back

till that person appear right there in front of me someday

and it's all about that relationship

The Arrival

We all know that we'll return to the Earth 

after we have gasped the last breath of the air

while waiting for that arrival

we made several choices

options

decisions

including going after the wonderful things

equipping ourselves like a Christmas tree

overloading oneself with countless problems

subjecting the mind to endless pressure

Having the near-death experience

optimism and positivism are the keys for a better life

Does it really matter after all

flying colours

awesome career

greater wealth

advanced tech 

while waiting for the arrival

Guess it's all about taking chances

embrace every moment

life's too short to be so assertive and so moody

Life is not a bed of roses

within the blossoming roses there exists the spiking thorns

Being positive and ignorant

Being optimistic and happy-go-lucky

these are the assets that one might need to treasure 

When the moment has come

grab it and make it chine

at least that's what I can do

while waiting for that arrival

Light in My Life

Lifted by your warm embrace

There is no reason to cry

Trapping in the endless maze

I have nowhere to hide 

Give me another reason to stay

 knowing that we might heading the same way

You make everything's right
the mess within me
You are the light in my life
save me from the dream
Light in my life

Came alive from the sleep
Breathing the new world with you
 Knowing we are still in sync
No reason to live in blue

Shining the way in the night sky
I found my way to you now
the tears in my eyes run dry
and my life is complete now
with you
My light in my life

Burn Me to the Ground

Standing here awaiting

while no one at the sight

maybe this is what I getting

after giving all I might

The pain is overflowing

The memory of the past

maybe this is what I deserving

ready for the hardest crush

I know you will never look back

at the ashes you burn with your hands

and my heart will never beat again

cause I know this may be the end

We will never be the same 

Know that it's not safe and sound

Beat me up and hurt me all you can

burn me to the ground

You will never see me again

light me up with fire all around

all the years together with the pain

burn me to the ground

With the blazing heart

comes with all my haunting sound

you will be mine

but you have burn me down  

I'm ashamed with no respect

like a king without a crown

what can I expect

after you burn me to the ground