Reflection

It is utterly horrifying

knowing the unknowns

which exist way ahead of the time

you will wonder

whether the path that you have chosen

will leads you to a big great paradise

or

the highway to living hell

when the semester ended

it signifies the end of slacking nature

it comes to a complete realization that

this is it

it's coming

like a tsunami

it does hit the entire part of you

people do not realize it unless it hits and runs

no one should ever judge you from your past 

or even your present

and it doesn't herald the future that you will get 

but here's a thing

no matter what happens

you just can't deny that the time flies

now look at the time

we are always taking things for granted

and always doing that

even we realize it everyday

it becomes routine 

and slowly 

it turns into procrastination when you regret about it

sometimes

walking on the street 

you never know what to expect

and you will see people who walk pass by you

you might wonder 

how's their life

what will their future hold

what is their past

what are them thinking about

their dream perhaps?

and then a giant mirror appear within your mind

trying to reflect upon yourself

sometimes the thought just fade off quickly

sometimes it is like tidal waves, come and go

sometimes it might bother you for a moment

whatever that I'm doing now

whatever that I'm going through

is always my own responsibility

I never expect someone to fix me

cause it's your destiny 

that you are destined to meet

and your actions that cause it

so it's going to end in less than a year and a half

what are we suppose to do

sit down and cry?

or we could just stand up

brace ourselves

try to enrich every single day

and live like we're dying

The Vogue

Living in a vogue world

everything exists in a bacterial form

it can go viral

spreading 

and mark its territory 

until another trend erupts

then it vanishes 

or buried deep 

there exist a factory

that produces

clusters of puppets

and sometimes utilize the star powers 

from foreign kingdom

that shriek or sway on the stage

and 

created almost meaningless records

yet it goes viral

or vogue in a way

a streak of  good charm

that blesses the kingdom

sometimes

it just went to the other sides of goods

it goes wrong

no one should ever define whether it is a junk food 

or otherwise

yet the virus infection

is too contagious

at some point

it irritates

the non-victims

and it could leads to frustration

or even worse

don't care it is an alien or a vampire sensation

it just for entertainment purpose

or a relaxing purpose

you can be as annoying as that

but please

spare me an empty space

cause I need to trigger my own uproars

some time for me, myself and I

you can spend hours on witty teacher that is non-human 

who fasten your heartbeats

or maybe man that prefer running than walking

or maybe melodies that spin your head around with unknown symbols

or others

the sensation is still a sensation

it is just a vogue

it will not last long

energy should be drained to nurture

to sustain future growth

you want to talk about it

it's fine

but not in front of me

I'm not tolerating about this matter

The Pokémon Fantasy

Honestly

other than being a reality TV-junkie

I am also a big fan of Pokémon 

Yes

I am proud of that

I always believe the existence

and I believe one day I'll be a trainer

cause it seems so fun

exploring the unknown region

battling with other trainers and gym leaders

catching all the Pokémon

and so on

and the best part is

everyone is leaving in a peaceful world

there are no one to define you 

according to your skin colour

your culture

or your religion

it's all about living harmony with the environment

other living things 

and not just being anthropocentric person

Imagine living in Pokémon world

the pet is not just a pet

it becomes your companion

to go through your ups and downs in your life

to assist you in your daily routine

I always imagine myself living in the world

cause I don't have to worry about studies

(unless you wanna be a professor)

and no pressure of earn for living

cause apparently you earn some cash 

if you won a battle

and there are so much more things to do

but all that only exist in a fictional animation

who knows

I might encounter Jirachi

and then I make a wish 

then the next morning

I will wake up 

surrounded by Pidove or Pidgey

and I will be on my way

and ..................

...............

(endless stories)

sigh 

reality is always mean 

Crying for No Reason~

Seriously

It's hard to find good music right now

I mean

other than pop songs that keep on playing on the radio

wait up...

I doubt that any good music as well among the chart toppers

and sometimes good artist

with an awesome voice 

mostly ends up singing song with almost no meaning

no offense

though I like indulge myself in pop songs sometimes

Speaking of British Invasion
we have
Rebecca Ferguson with soulful tracks

Ellie Goulding with angelic voice


Adele with One and Only style


Emeli Sande with an unexpected twist


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And now here we have Katy B

with her brand new song
Crying for No Reason

imagine disco tune with incredible voice
plus not-so-glamour appearance
and  with enchanting red hair
she should be one who dominates the charts

Crying for no reason, feel the tears roll down
I felt strong but am I breaking now?
Crying for no reason 'cause I buried it deep
I made promises I could not keep
'Cause I never faced all the pain I caused
Now the pain is hitting me full force

from the lyrics
everything just make sense
not just a tonne of words that rhymes
but it's meaningful
in fact
the whole song really tells a good story

I burned some bridges down
There must be some way out
The voices speak so loud
Will you forgive me now?

scene from the official music video

Here's are some other awesome songs ^_^

Foxes
Let Go For Tonight

Tegan & Sara 
Eveything is Awesome


Rudimental ft Emeli Sande
Free


Pharrell Williams
Happy


It's Valentine's Day though
I shouldn't cry for no reason
but what should I do then
hmm...
I guess jamming with my current playlist will be fine
there's how I spend my V Day
(@.@)---- feeling great

Thing that I Want/Need

There are 2 things co-exist

things that I need

and

things that I want

it's confusing sometimes

to sort out both categories

and the worst case

complicate my life or 

make my life

a mess

at the end of the day

which I'm not really good at fortune-telling

I still uncertain about which category should this thing belongs to

I could just dump it into a temporary file

and wait the time to pass by

it's strange to express the desire to filter stuffs 

I guess I always need some time to sort them out

not sure it's a junk

an imperative things

or just a wild fantasy

after days of day-till-night outings

it's coming down to this time

I called it as "settling down" process

try to figure out 

and just sort it out

the things that I want

and the things that I need

perhaps both categories differ in a small margin

yet it's a thing that I must do

not just for the sake to spend the spare time

but also

really review everything

every aspects

and then move on