Saturday, December 24, 2011

UPM Life ~ Week 14

"What doesn't kill you
makes you stronger"
a song by Kelly Clarkson


that's the tagline I learnt this week
all the lectures, tutorials had ended
It's time to face the sound of the battle drums..
the music of exams...
the nightmares begin~~

Standing at this point
I feel that a burden has been released..
great to know that
still
I feel the burdens on the other shoulder
shifted to the empty shoulder
><"

It's study week
then later is exam week
we suppose focus in exam
NO MORE ACTIVITIES ...
why don't just leave alone
JUST ME, MYSELF AND I
let me embrace my 1st semester
which I hope ended with happiness...

I really have to let go some of the activities...
I wished I could...
I wish...



Saturday, December 17, 2011

UPM Life ~ Week 13

Unexpected week in UPM

unexpected results...


The elimination of Rachel Crow
from The X Factor (US)
what a sad thing to happen 
she's DAMNed talented
she's been wowed the audience with 

Mercy
If I Were A Boy
Nothin on You

being 14 years old,
she just one step closer to final 4... 
><
just wish her all the best...
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On the other X factor
congrats to LittleMix

the 1st girl group to win the title

just wish them have a great career
can't wait to hear from them soon

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ANTM also set their grand finale this week
another UNEXPECTED results as well

Angelea Preston was eliminated
for no reason
><
WTFish?????!!!!

Angelea - I'm Here~~


We'll really miss you here...
want to wish her good luck for your future undertakings

prove the judges wrong that they didn't pick you !!!!
Go, Angelea ~~

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Well, finally down to my personal world
another unexpected scenarios happened

GRADUATION..
for the ORIENTATION
^^
finally it has come to an end
~~~~~

BAKSIS
many things to be settled..
><

Life is like a traffic light
you should know when to stop
when to continue
though the red light is on
Is up to us whether we want to stop or carry on
and once you choose to carry on
you can't turn back
cause it's too late ~~~




Saturday, December 10, 2011

UPM Life ~ Week 12

Finally
it's WEEK 12

once again
stress level is getting higher
.
.
.

Pesta Gong Xi 2012
Selection
...
I got the project manager post ( not again )
speechless
thought with the PAP
MAKT next sem
is enough to keep me busy

plus the heavier subjects 
on their way coming to next sem in UPM
I'm struggling finding time
Could I manage my time then??

It's another question mark in my life
(=.=)

it's also funny that I'm not alone here..
but yet I'm not seeing a true friend
that I could share all my secrets
express all my feeling
thus 
blogging is the only way
(miss the old time.... again)

what a week .. again

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Domino~

A song entitiled 
DOMINO
by Jessie J
suprise??


It's not this Domino...
yummy


it's this domino...

Rock my world into the sunlight
Make this dream the best I've ever known
Dirty dancing in the moonlight
Take me down like I'm a domino

Every second is a highlight
When we touch don't ever let me go
Dirty dancing in the moonlight
Take me down like I'm a domino

Just want to be free
just want to have fun
just want to embrace
just want to be happy

stressed out
that's what i feel right now
don't know where to turn to
just have to finish the things I've started
I can taste the tension like a cloud of smoke in the air...

everything seems out of control
I'm letting these stress to ruin me
take me down
like a domino (?!)
but I'm so glad that 
I'm still alive
^^
wish myself all the best...


Saturday, December 3, 2011

UPM Life ~ Week 11

Week 11 in UPM
marked the week before register for next semester
many things went on
went through some emotional rides
but overall still alive
awaken from the dreams
move on my life

Firstly is the light...
the light which indicates we are free
from the control
or I called "The Evil Claws"
Maybe the prayers worked
defeated them
and the light 
still shines on me ^^
(muahahahaha)

Then about the stress... 
it's the final month of 2011
can't wait to end all these suffers and pains
just barely able to breathe
sometimes
I don't even know what I'm doing all these for
I just want to be free 
enjoy my UNI life... ~~

It's been a long time
since I talked to some of my friends
every day and night
when the nightlight shines upon
I wish that we could meet again
can't wait for reunion
the CNY reunion ^^

and now
with the indulgence in the current busyness
not sure when can I stop the beat
I can't stop the madness
I wish the time just freeze for a moment

I really need to take a break
a pause in my life
before venturing beyond this point
...........